Wednesday, December 27, 2006
im falling apart very soon
sleepless nights
insufficient sleep
im such a failure
maybe all should just leave me alone
and forget that i ever existed
i hate myself
iqnayanqi left @ 3:34 AM
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
MERRY BELATED CHRISTMAS!
xmas is over
would say had a rather sweet xmas thou
here the details of the whole xmas season:
xmas eve was spent at workplace as well as out
reached home at 6am on sun morning due to work
slept for 5 hours
and off to marina for a mini movie marathon w D
caught 'the holiday' and 'eragon' one after another
next up
to marina bay
and then east coast
and finally off to meet up w my beloveds
planned to countdown at mt faber
went up but plans were dashed
so off to vivo instead
went back to gv for a while to see the night managers
and off home
as there is work on xmas day!
the ending to my xmas eve sucks
and i really mean it!
nothing can be worst than ytd
didnt really get to sleep
xmas day was practically spent at my workplace
and tt is none other than GV VIVO!
woke up late today
but was still in time for work
started work at 9am
and my dear dear manager BERNARD is back from his reservist!
am really happy to see my two nice nice managers this morn
jayjay and bernard
they did brighten up my day a lil
then off to get breakfast w eunice
bernard's treat! =)
talked to her on the way
knew things
am actually being a fool
all kept in the dark
tt didnt quite make my day
but nevertheless
i need to get to work
went back after getting the food
and realised there was a q at box
bernard served my counter for me! =)
then left our food in the office
and E and i started work right
the q at box today is horrendous
i can say
PATRONS ARE JUST NUTS!
they are practically too free to do anything on xmas day
the crowd came in at 10 plus in the morn
and it didnt stop at all
all the box staff were all drained
hungry thristy tired
made many times of annoucement to the patrons today
but they are just deaf?!
sharyn bernard and i took turns make annoucements
many many times!!!!
but it didnt help at all
staff party started at 5.30pm
took turns to go for the buffet
but i didnt go cos wasnt feeling too well
cos of some stuff
hang ard at box and manager office
shared stuff w lynn a lil
and jayjay
then back to box
to be the annoucement maker once agn
then closed my shift and my money tallied
=)
thanks to jayjay who stayed and helped me closed my counter
despite her being off shift
jayjay and ms goh gave me a present! so nice!
bernard gave me a piglet bolster
da jie gave me a present as well
then edwin wan and i went have our dinner
nth much left
so jus had a lil
then we talked as well
shared stuff once agn
jess my dear girl came too
talked to her a lil while she kill time
to wait for her movie to start
=)
and back to office
and bernard wants me to convey a msg to sl
so yanwan edwin and i headed to europa
chatted w sl and isk
conveyed msg
and sl said he gt smth for me
so he passed me his locker key
then we three
decided to catch a movie cos didnt want to go home
so caught night at the museum
and we asked the two night managers ling and nic
me and wan asked if they wanna sponsor us
and they actually agreed and gave us their vip pass
so nice of them!
watched the movie
nice show
but guess was too tired
almost fell alseep
we were so poor that we shared a cup of drink
haha
shan ping msged me
haha
thou he was playing pool w paul and friends at 10plus
he said he missed me
haha
oh well
after movie
went to europa
chatted w eos and europa staff
and then belamy came
my trainee for work later
and then when he came
simon and all were like
'neh.. here he comes'..
and i was like 'who?'
wan said 'your trainee lor'
and i went 'hellos! see u at work tmr'
and bel was quite blur
cos we didnt see each other before
then simon went 'yanqi lor, u wanna know who she is wad'
and then simon continued and told me tt bel asked if im fierce
hahaha
guess bel is rather worried about his training at box
haha
well
im such a nice person
how can i be fierce!
then back to office to take our things
and off to catch the last bus! =)
a year passed
can it last?
iqnayanqi left @ 12:23 AM
Saturday, December 23, 2006
okies
am damn tired right now
only got home at 5am this morning
due to work
yes
was on mc
but felt bad after hearing D saying the q at BO was v long
so called the office to ask if box needs ppl
and jay say if i can pls go down
so went down for work
reached at 3.15pm
went in w D
and ling was like okie you can open bo counter , GC q
and yanqi CANDY BAR counter 3
i went huh candy bar?
and ling was like yes, till closing
rights
being swapped to candy bar
steven was rather shocked to see me at work
sp and sl as well
and jess came to get tickets and she was like ehh why u here!
oh wells
started work at 3.15pm and all the way till 4.30am
ms goh came to cb to help
and the first thing she said was are u ok
asked if i wanna go home
cos she say i looked v pale
she scared i will faint
haha
then we packed nachos tgt
and as usual crapped
and jayjay kept saying tt she didnt force me to work
haha
fion and i had a mini dispute at cb too
she was standing beside me
and the q was rather long
so i was trying to call patrons over
but none reaponded
and fion say cos they saw me so they dun wanna come
and i went no lor cos u are here
and we both started laughing
opps*
dajie got dinner for us!
so nice of her! =)
thanks thanks
miss your sweet sweet voice over the mic
did closing w aunty choon lan, yiyi, sadiq and jia xing (a new trainee)
had lots of fun
cos yiyi was crapping away
he is expectionally high ytd
ges came and helped me to mop the floor
cos he said im v slow
ehhh!
after cb closing
aunty choon lan asked if europa finished
so went up to check
and sl is still mopping the floor
the rest were trying to fix the barrier
waited for the europa ppl
and went down to office tgt
shared cab w aunty choon lan and wayne from gc
gc ended at 3 plus
so wayne waited for us
went to office and the door was open
so...
geswin: yanqi is walking in and she is in the office now
me: speechless
wayne: ohh, yanqi, she is w me tonight
fion and ges: laughed soooo loudly
fion: your sentence a bit the wrong ar
wayne: no no, im trying to say she is w me in the same cab
*i left the office after tt*
sadiq is real crazy ytd
kept teasing me bout M
argh!
box closing today
w steven and yiyi
haha
meeting boy to go work tgt
cramps and gastric
iqnayanqi left @ 2:16 PM
Friday, December 22, 2006
supposed to work at 9am this morn
woke up at 5am this morn
due to bad gastrics
and threw up a couple of times
so took mc instead
called office at 8.30am
couldnt get thru
so had to trouble dajie
thanks thanks!
jo msged and ask if i wanna join faiz and her for lunch
sorry guys!
sl said E changed shift w him
so E doing box opening
and he will be europa closing
haha
guess cos E doesnt like any of the cb station
opps
am rotting at home right now
feeling soo shitty lar
anyways
today is jolene's birthday!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JO JO!
iqnayanqi left @ 12:39 PM
Thursday, December 21, 2006
All Out of Love
I'm lying alone with my head on the phone
Thinking of you till it hurts
I know you hurt too but what else can we do
Tormented and torn apart
I wish I could carry your smile and my heart
For times when my life feels so low
It would make me believe what tomorrow could bring
When today doesn't really know, doesn't really know
Chorus:
I 'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I 'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
I want you to come back and carry me home
Away from this long lonely nights
I'm reaching for you, are you feeling it too
Does the feeling seem oh so right
And what would you say if I called on you now
And said that I can't hold on
There's no easy way, it gets harder each day
Please love me or I'll be gone, I'll be gone
I 'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I 'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
iqnayanqi left @ 9:55 PM
nice experience
had a bbq ytd w a stay out by the beach
the weather ytd was fine or rather good
am glad the bbq went off well =)
after bbq we all settled down under the pavallion
with the food presents bags on the ground sheet
joked chatted laughed
and had a mini gift xchange for xmas
nice one
and tt was the best part
after which
we kept each other company
making sure none fall asleep
crapped
took turns to walked to the toilet tt is soooo far away
it started to rain at 3.30am
it was sooo cool
as the rain and wind was blowing into the pavallion
so those with umbrella held umbrella to shelter us
and of course not forgetting our jackets
the rain was pouring real heavily
but some of us had to go to the toilet
so sam sh chuanlim clement hang yiming ryan and i decided to go despite the rain
leaving kel and yixian to look after the stuff
shared umbrellas
so chuanlim offered to shelter me there and back
and due to this he ended up all wet
thanks for standing my sudden screams when there is lightling!
caught a cold
and kel suggested to leave at 6am
but no bus yet
so stayed till 7am
sh prepared bread for all as breakfast before we left
didnt take the bread cos gastric was rather bad
so yupp
took bus 12 home
a long long journey
reached home at 8.30am
showered and rested
then headed to bed
from 11am to 2pm
woke up at 2pm
showered and off to sis place
to fetch veritas for the licks 5d show at gv vivo
reached gv vivo at bout 3.50pm
before show starts
got a bottle of water from europa
talked to isk for a while
cos was at his counter
he asked if im ok
cos he said i look sick
hmmm
then off to the show
mr kenneth tan was there too
didnt know he can be sooo enthu
he was singing and dancing away thru the show
and he actually sang the theme song at the show finale
NICE SHOW!
enjoyed myself
kenneth and melvyn laughed at me
when they saw me coming out from the show
bleah
headed down to CB
cos ritas wanna eat popcorn
so got popcorn for her
talked to dajie a while
ann asked why i look so tired
hmm
saw lynn jayjay and fion too
=)
waited for bro-in-law to fetch us
went to sis place for dinner
first meal of the day
then headed home at bout 7plus
and all thanks to my stupidity and carelessness
i waited outside my house for 2 hours or more
for mama to get home
felt like an idiot
im dead dead tired now!
yawns!
box opening tmr
with aunty sally nic sl and kt
will be doing box for the whole of this week
as usual!
all out of love
iqnayanqi left @ 9:38 PM
Tuesday, December 19, 2006
worked closing on sun
and opening ytd
tired
got my confirmation letter from GV on sun
class bbq tmr
but the weather dun seem good
how!
feeling so screwed bout tmr
but am looking forward to meeting you
its really been some time since we will be out
am sure its gonna be nice day tmr
a year passed
christmas is just 6 days away
looking forward =)
iqnayanqi left @ 11:34 PM
Monday, December 18, 2006
jus got back from work
tired!
gg back to work at 9am later
details of work today will be updated tmr
not too bad a day thou
far far away
iqnayanqi left @ 1:05 AM
Saturday, December 16, 2006
mc ytd
then worked from 6pm-3am
was early for work as usual
went over to CB to help
then back to BO
ytd was soooo quiet
dunno where the crowd has gone too
hmmmm
floater once agn
and tt SHENG LONG
kept calling me 'piao zhe'
direct translation for floater in chinese
hmmm
closing w yali
shared stuff
got to know her better
she is sooo crappy thou
she was crapping all the way
i ended up closing alone
but we were on task
closed at 2.59am while schedule was 3am
ling ling and lynn were happy and proud
cos all the money and settlements tallied!!
went up
wanted to help with eos
looked for her in every single cinema
and well
she ended up having fun w the rest
cant really be bothered w me
was w mel at europa
talked
then i headed to gv max
watched ending of eragon
nice!
edwin was there
then mel joined
and we helped E to clear the cinema
as he was all alone
then back to staff room to change
and home at 4 plus
shared cab w CL and YL
another rough night ytd
didnt sleep
mum's bdae today
out for dinner
the year is coming to an end
and mich mentioned tt its gg to be a better year next yr
cos 'QIQI' (tts me) said so
hmmm
she is nice!
something for the day:
every single problem
you face has a profound meaning in your life.
there is always a 2-way road:
to take the easy path by just giving up or
stand strong to solve the problem
i do undertstand things take 2 hands to clap
but before that
you have to be strong
if others dont move the first step, you should
a small lesson for the day
told to me by SL =)
i have no idea why you are doing these
it hurts
do you know?
iqnayanqi left @ 9:15 PM
Thursday, December 14, 2006
PISSED!
iqnayanqi left @ 11:27 PM
was late for pract
headed to j8 for lunch
lunched w sam sh sac clement xh ryan ym samuel
after tt headed to arcade while sh left
stayed in the arcade for 2 hours plus
the guys were arcading non stop
and they took turns to played the basketball shooting game
to collect tickets in order for me to exchange for my stitch soft toy
so nice of them! LOVE THEM! =)
and i got my STITCH! so nice and cute!
headed to work
replaced eunice
was there early
so hang ard
chit chatted w sl noor and jason in staff room before i start
and talked to jess for a while
realised from her tt E is once agn being condenmed
its been a week since i last turned up for work till ytd
ppl who saw me all commented that its been so long they last saw me
hmmmm
and aunt sally is sooo cute can!
box closing w faizul edmund and a new staff william
duty managers were ms goh and jayjay
had fun while closing
cos ms goh and jayjay were like gg crazy
and yanwan came in
so wan me ms goh and jayjay were gosipping bout w******
we were all happily viewing our points
and well something happened
and ms goh were soooo damn shocked and she went f**k
haha
they were takin their own sweet time to close counters so we cant finish early
scheduled time was 11pm
but at 12 box closing still not done
some vouchers didnt tally
so i had to count and open one by one agn
and i ended to be the only one closing while the rest stand and stare at me
so jayjay ask them to go first
wen an came in and helped me a lil
haha
another havoc when he came in
so ms goh jayjay wen an and i were laughing away
box closed at 12.30
was waiting for someone so went to help wan w the posters
and was supposed to help to watch the full print of
'nightmare before xmas - 3d'
but who knows things didnt go well
it ended suckily in fact
was raining
didnt share cab w anyone ytd
stood in the drizzle to wait for cab
and it super dark can
oh wells
guess tts the gist of being alone
home at 1am
couldnt get to sleep
slept only at 5am this morning
didnt go to school today
LAST day of school tmr
yeah
looking forward to my long awaited term break
i wish i could carry your smile and my heart
for times when my life feels so low
iqnayanqi left @ 4:23 PM
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
class blog is up
done up by kel
song suggested by ME!
go check it out
http://it0608-ians.blogspot.com
and as usual
kel is 'swan-ing' me
and he gave me a bread
haha
okies
brandon is not well today
he is sleeping
whole face sooooo red lors
think he got fever!
sac is trying to do up his blog now
haha
yanwan dajie msg me at 2am this morning
telling me she reserved a goodie bag and a notebook for me
haha!
so nice of her!
thanks dajie!
will be seeing her at work today!
but diff station =(
okies
back to java pract
iqnayanqi left @ 9:33 AM
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
ITS BRANDON's BIRTHDAY! had a mini celebration for him 
THATS G-6 from my class (GAY 6)
THATS the HIGHLIGHT of TODAY! BRANDON AND KELVIN 
TAKEN LAST WEEK - CLEMENT's BIRTHDAY! 
TAKEN TWO WEEKS BACK - ESTHER's BIRTHDAY celebrated esther's.clement's.brandon's birthday
three weeks consecutively
same people
same place
same day
same time
all celebrations were done during java proj lab
sneaked out during class and did it
and venue was the same for all
that 'ulu' staircase in the labs
lab was okie today
presented our java proj
individual GUI layout to edwin
and it turned out well
all got full marks! (3%)
=)
iqnayanqi left @ 9:57 PM
YEAH!
im finally done with my JAVA LAYOUT!!
nice nice
stuck in project room from 10am to now
lesson in 20mins time
im bored!!
brandon is playing VOS now
kelvin is eating right in front of me
yixian and eric are still mugging java
and tt BRANDON SIH WEE LIANG kept scolding me 'kuku'
he is a meano!!
the rest are nowhere to be found!
the four guys are taking turns to 'swan' me
so mean cans!
=(
iqnayanqi left @ 3:41 PM
im tired
cant the codes be a lil more simpler
and be a lil more understandable and readable
its sooo not user friendly can!
i swear i HATE java!
java will never be my friend!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRANDON SIH WEE LIANG!
miss you like the desert miss the rain
iqnayanqi left @ 2:07 AM
Monday, December 11, 2006
just got home
sch ended at 5pm
had ASP.NET practical test
screwed up
went down to town after school
to meet my sisters, bro-in-law and nieces
shopping!
went esprite
had a mini shopping spree
spent 2hrs in there
and we spent a total of $1175.60
second sis got herself 3tops and 2bottoms
thrid sis got herself 2bottoms and 3tops
bro got himself 3tops
i got myself 2bottoms and 3tops
and my two princesses got the most
got like 6 tops and 3bottoms for each
bought some tops for mummy too
headed to hougang for dinner
nice dinner out tgt
had fun
cos second sis was crapping away
i think she has gone mad!!!
my lappie needs to go for servicing
anyone out there wanna accompany me there?
need to mug for java project now
argh!
have you ever loved somebody so much
that it makes you cry?
iqnayanqi left @ 9:19 PM
all confused and screwed
talked to dajie(wan)
felt sooo much better
and more relieved
its nice talking to her
glad to know her at work
afterall
we are the BOX-ers
miss all my fellow pals at BOX
ila.jw.wan
haha
DAJIE
thanks thanks
for being a listening year today
and for ur advice and stuff
love ya!
can i still hold on to you?
iqnayanqi left @ 1:29 AM
Sunday, December 10, 2006
its been a year
time flies
exactly a year ago
we were all gathered in the chalet
having fun
and now
it seemed we are all seperated
why so?
christmas is round the corner
was looking forward to it
but nt anymore
after knowing it cant be spent with you
twenty seventh this month
will be a year
how true can this get?
will it last?
can anyone tell me?
you always say 'tts wad i think'
but have you ever thought of me?
you never once tell me how you feel
its always im the one telling you
waiting for my term break
one more week to go
you left with nothing at all
you left me speechless
but no matter what
all my life i pray for someone like you
do you know it?
iqnayanqi left @ 2:42 PM
Friday, December 08, 2006
school at 8am today
fridays are the most dreadful
thou its the shortest day
hasnt been sleepin well lately
werid dreams
or rather nightmares
TIRED!
headed to meet my darlings at vivo after school
caught flag of our fathers
a close to 3hrs movie
was rather boring
and it was super gruesome and violent
typical scene war
show ended at bout 7pm
aud left
shopped ard
and we(faiz zj jo me) headed to the roof top
had dinner while chatting
sat ard
talked
shared stories
heart warming ones thou
at 9pm
zj left
jo faiz and i stayed
continued w our lil chats
left the roof top at 1030pm
and finally out of vivo at 11pm
faiz bused home
jo and i took the train
nice day out
am dead tired now
work tmr
first morning shift after sooo long at vivo
how true are you to me?
iqnayanqi left @ 11:29 PM
Thursday, December 07, 2006
back home at 7.30pm
went to cold storage
helped mum to get some stuff
wanted to get dinner
but ended up w a bottle of long island tea
drank it
i like the smell of cola in it
but nt the smell of t******
noone was home till 9.30pm
im dead bored at home
no dinner as usual
guys asked to play dota
had a round of dota w them
guys are just guys
madness in killing
or rather the game put it 'killing spree'
they went on for second round
but not for me this time
played VOS
im hooked on games now
dead
guess its caused by my boredom at home
and being alone
meeting all my beloveds tmr!
plans to go st james didnt work out
next week probably
when buddy's exams over!
and then will come the term break!
gastrics
iqnayanqi left @ 10:41 PM
you left me with nothing
gastric
iqnayanqi left @ 4:19 PM
Wednesday, December 06, 2006
school today 9-11
no comm skills for 4 weeks
am down w fever so didnt go
thanks to my dearest michelle
for helping me w the submission of comm skills project
felt like a lousy leader afterall
am all alone at home right now
noone here to accompany me
nothing at all at home
haven been having my meals since ytd
im hungry
oh wells
no one cares anyway
called you
but u were out with someone else
oh well
left alone
iqnayanqi left @ 2:52 PM
Tuesday, December 05, 2006
am running a slight fever now
but leaving for school in one hour's time
tired
where is everyone around me?
HAPPY BIRTHAY TO CLEMENT!
the person you are there for is not me
im left alone
iqnayanqi left @ 12:10 PM
Monday, December 04, 2006
napfa today
was okie
but tiring thou
after a day of lessons then napfa
my legs are aching
off to j8 after tt
to get some mission done
and dinner
ppl went were mich hui brandon xunhang and ryan
as usual
brandon was crapping away
=)
mich carried my bag today
cos it was damn HEAVY
thanks thanks!
and i carried hers
the class were like 'wrong bags!'
opps
i begining to like the class more and more
there are really the reason for school
esp mich
without her.. i guess sch will simply just suck
=)
and sorry to my DAJIE(yanwan), junwei, eunice
i didnt mean to pangseh u ppl on sat
sorry sorry
i will make it up to u kaes!!
=)
and finally CAPTAs is meeting up on fri
cant wait for tt day
im sure it will be a nice catching up after months!!
the cuts got infected
its painful
i want to stay out!
iqnayanqi left @ 10:07 PM
Saturday, December 02, 2006
things were going fine at first
but it didnt seemed tt well after last night
all screwed up
worked ytd
6-330
was sooo tired
am almost worn out
being a closing staff
was askied to hold the float
box was soo packed
and many unreasonable patrons
only had my first break at 10plus
afterwhich
was a lil more relax
bernard had a talk w me
its was so scary thou
talked in tt dark stariwell
qns asked
reasons told
plans revealed
wasnt in my best mood ytd
due to some personal prob
home and self
noone can ever understand how i was feeling
trying to put on a smile is tough
wad you saw was just me showing attitude
but have you ever thought wad i was gg thru
and why i was like tt
i guess im the least impt person in ur life
nothing of me is worth comapring to others
letting the pain numb everything
iqnayanqi left @ 4:23 PM
