Wednesday, December 26, 2007
its boxing day today
day to open all pressies
thanks to all who gave me presents and wishes!
really appreciate it
thanks to mummy weiting for such a beautiful book from prints
my fav shop ever for organisers!
thanks to daddy wayne for having us over at his place for a wonderful get-together! =)
thanks to miss ebi for the cute soft toy! =)
thanks to bernice for the sweet little card you wrote! =)
thanks to jaslyn for the candies and chocolates! =)
thanks to jay for the nice figurine from precious moments! =)
thanks to my three beloved sisters for the beautiful bracelet from gold heart! =)
thanks to veritas and venetta for the hand-made card! =)
thanks to all who messaged me to wish me! =)
but for this christmas all i wished for was you
how i wished you had something for me as well like what i have prepared for you
enough of the christmas fever
its back to how i am feeling
things haven been so good to me
be it family or personal
just hope in the last few days of 2007, things will resolve and get better as we count down to a brand new year
another 40 plus mins to the 27th
i wanna wish myself happy 2nd anniversary!
what about you?
okie
hope mum will get better and i will get stronger!
planning to go for blood donation tmr with sister
but i dunno if i can, cos i am still attacked by the flu bug
and due to low blood! =(
before i end..
think i am being influenced by miss ebi and the chipmunk movie
i am loving them! i want to watch the alvin and the chipmunks! *with you i hope*
couldnt resist their cuteness, took this while doing box closing =)
is the popcorn combo collectible!
and not forgetting my chip and dale from my class!
they are getting cuter the more i see them, am i imagining things?
i love you, really do
iqnayanqi left @ 11:13 PM
Monday, December 24, 2007
long day and night yesterday
it was work in the morning after a whole night staying out waiting
then christmas party over at daddy's house at sembawang
reached there with mummy ges and georgie at about 7pm
then it was food time, movie time, exchanging gift time, cake cutting time for ber's bdae and last of all playing time
while movie-ing, we had first round of liquor - baileys irish cream on the rock!
then it was playing time with alcohol as forfeit
we all had our share of alcohol, not beer but liquor
namely absolut vodka, malimbu, jack daniel, choya, pinot noir chardonnay and fruit wine.
liquor was drank like that, totally no mixing with soft drink
first was just drinking the liquor on its own then second game, its drinking mixed liquor
all the way till 2 plus in the morning
left daddy's place only at about 3am
cabbed home with ebi and bernice
i love them, my gc family:
daddy: wayne
mummy: weiting
lao da: yixia
lao er: bernice
lao 3: junwei
lao 4: geswin
lao 5: yanwan
lao 6: yiyi
lao 7: thats ME! (it falls on my fav number -7!)
lao 8: jaslyn
lao 9: georgie
came back
gastric came
stomach was churning badly and i puked
not because of the alcohol but the gastric
and now i am officially attacked by flu bug!
so stupid
but really enjoyed myself
despite the tiredness and moodiness i was feeling for the past days
i guess its good to drink your sorrows away
esp with a bunch of great people like them!
pics will be uploaded as soon as i get them
its gonna be work later again
i guess this is the only thing i can do now to keep myself occupied
and to refrain myself from thinking so much
this year christmas eve will be spent at work unlike last year with her
and this year christmas will be spent with another grp of ppl MG JAY and YW instead of at work with her
its just so hard to get her out of my life
27th is just 3 days away, how can i even go thru it?
i miss your presence badly
iqnayanqi left @ 2:46 PM
Saturday, December 22, 2007
a fire broke out this afternoon
the house above mine was in raging fire
i was all alone at home when the fire broke out
still being oblivious of the fire, was in my room pondering
everyone outside was just screaming and shouting
i wasnt in the mood to care whats going on
my mind was all occupied by her
till phone calls started to come in
mum.dad.sisters and so on
when i went out the smoke was really bad
it was choking
the whole fire was only put out after 45mins
the choking smoke almost killed me
it was so hard to breadth and see
mum asked me to get out of the house and go down
but i refused
i would rather stay home and become roast pig than to escape the fire myself
to you, my one and only dear
i dont care how you think of me now
i dont care if you have someone new
i dont care if you hate me
i dont care if you no longer have feelings
i dont care if are keeping me in the dark
all i want you to know is i love you,i really do
no words can ever describe how i am feeling now
no words can ever describe how much i love you
i love you more than i can say
i just want to lead my life with you around
like what you once told me, we will walk this together
in the past two years, there is noone i ever need except you
you are the missing piece in my life now
would you be there?
iqnayanqi left @ 5:50 PM
Friday, December 21, 2007
been working the past few days
ended up being shagged and tired
been home way past midnight almost everyday
and getting less than 5 hours of sleep each day
the feeling of wanting to sleep badly but cant get to sleep despite being home and on the bed is really bad
many thoughts ran thru my mind
feeling puzzled
feeling lost
i just want a simple life with you
iqnayanqi left @ 3:38 PM
Thursday, December 20, 2007
just came back from home
i have no more energy to carry on
am on the verge of falling apart
insufficient rest for the past days
i need my rest
i need my energy booster
i need a shoulder to lean on
i need a listerning ear
i need an encourager
i need a pillar of strength
who will be there?
iqnayanqi left @ 4:39 AM
Sunday, December 16, 2007
just came back from east coast park
cycling session
and yes, i cycled a single bike on my own today
haha
okie
went there..
headed for ride then to bedok jetty to see how people fish
bro tried too but nothing =(
seeing the jetty reminds me of D
and of course when i was there, first question that came to my mind was 'where is changi?'
okie not importatnt
came back
phoned with aunty choolan
talked talked and talked =)
okie
gonna play psp now
to kill my boredom!
bye!
day seven of not seeing you
iqnayanqi left @ 4:36 PM
Saturday, December 15, 2007
just got back from shopping with sisters
vivo was really crowded!
first stop was at esprite as usual
this time didnt get any clothes
but got some stuff as christmas girfts =)
next was to crocs
haha
and surprisingly i got another pair again
the previous one i got was mainly because of work and D
now i also dunno why
and i got the ruby colour which is red in layman term
it costs me 60bucks =(
after which
headed to fox, gap, zara..
but it was just too crowded that i forgo seeing clothes
then it was time for dinner
headed to harbour front centre for sakae sushi
pretty decent dinner =)
after which.. went into the shop iora
haha
and this time its time for clothes
we three just got pieces of clothings and started trying
in the end, money spent again
elder sis got 3pieces
third sis as well and me just 2pieces
half way thru, second sis called me
and asked me to go to gv to ran an errand
get gold class tickets for her for tmr
she wanna watch warlords
so headed back to vivo again
met shanping on the way there
he was complaining i am always busy, no time to meet
so it was a good timing that he was in vivo and we met
gv was crowded as usual
but thank god gc q was empty =)
MG was there, and she was like 'so rich ar'
she never fails to make fun of me
saw fion xiaoling and aunty choolan at CB
it was nice =)
after that went for a quick shop and it was time for home!!
tired!
hope to see you real soon
iqnayanqi left @ 10:15 PM
nice weather!
slept only at 5am this morning
pigged all the way to 1pm
opps
but its great!
finally a good rest =)
something made my day today
received an email from mr gary lim yesterday
he asked us to send him a mail if we wanna know our .net written test results
so i did and he replied me today
was in fact worried cos the test is of heavy weightage (30%)
but i got a B+!!
i am SHOCKED!
didnt expect myself to get a B
i mean i expected myself to fail or get a just pass kind of result simply because i didnt really study for the test and what i read through wasnt really remembered
and i never done well for programming module before
i am not those who can just dump codes into a program!!
to some a B may just be mediocre
but to me its like GOOD!
haha
okie
heading to vivo soon =)
iqnayanqi left @ 4:32 PM
Friday, December 14, 2007
just got back from work
tiring day today
dunno if it was a right thing to request for work today
its super busy!
despite the morning shift
didnt go school today
headed to work at 11am
ended at 6pm
and it was totally at box
no breaks, nothing
the crowd just kept coming
we were all tired, thirsty, hungry, pissed
patrons are just unreaonable
was in between yilei and weibin
we three were like shagged
thank god khalis came to help me for a while
so i managed to get a drink at CB
then weibin went for a quick drink too
and yilei went for lunch only at 4pm
i didnt even eat! HUNGRY!!
daddy wayne came to box
and he just kept laughing
fion came to drop money and first thing she noticed was my nails
she was like 'wow, very long hor'
haha
ended work at 6pm
MG came while i was closing counter and she hit me! =(
a meano as usual
it feels good going back to work once in a while and seeing people i like on shift
namely wayne weiting aunty choolan MG fion colleen =)
aunty was shocked to see me at work
and she scolded me for not telling her i am working today and the fact i am on morn shift
haha
just hope next week will have chance to work closing with her =)
stupid crowd today
fion closed my counter and once again she looked at my nails
and this time she took my hand and looked at it
didnt believe its real! she thought was fake! =(
and yes i down money but fion asked me not to pay first =)
hahaha
hope they can find other cash variances to top it up
enough of work
D sent me a message this morning and it simply made my day
13 more days to the twenty seventh
i am looking forward but yet afraid of disappointments
there are so many movies i wanna catch but no chance
cos someone is busy busy!
never mind then! =)
okie
thats all for now
just you and me
iqnayanqi left @ 8:03 PM
Thursday, December 13, 2007
another long day
one word to describe me - shagged
lesson started at 8am
as usual cabbed to school
lab was ok
headed over to business block for acct lect
a boring one today
practically couldnt comprehend what mr koh was talking about
i need help, really!
after lecture, class headed to north canteen for lunch
and this is when good show starts
when we reached we were kind of shocked that why everyone was looking in a same direction
and when we see closer
yes, celebraties
felicia chin and desmond koh!!
they came to shoot for some gourmet variety show
promoting food =)
sihui and esther were really excited
wanting hard to take pictures
but there were just many people around them
so we decided to have lunch first
after lunch, huihui gathered all the girls with her and headed for photo taking!
well, raymond went along with us
approached desmond koh first and he was super friendly
kept asking us to take with his camera
and shui asked then how are we getting the pics
he proudly replied 'take from my blog lor'
we were shocked!
and he asked us 'you all dunno how ar, just right click lar'
we were like HUH!
thats not the point, so not wanting to listen to him
we asked raymond to use his phone camera too
a sony ericsson cyber shot 3.2mp camera!
haha
but that desmond koh kept commenting its a lousy one
he said he super lag!
such a meano!
it really affected raymond! haha
and he is really crappy
he went to sam and told her 'dun drink so much since got school'
just simply because her face was really red!
see the pics and you will know =)
okie
now pictures will do the talking
our first approach while felicia chin was busy!
(desmond,raymond,sam,me,esther,xinxian,sihui)
desmond koh and xinxian
raymond and desmond koh
desmond koh and huihui
desmond koh and esther
desmond koh and me
was 'sabo-ed' by raymond then desmond koh was like 'come, take lar'
damn paiseh!
the first attempt with felicia
it was a blur shot taken by zigui
on second attempt, still a little blur
so desmond koh decided to take over from zigui on the third attempt
and the final shot, with both of them!
felicia chin is really pretty and sweet!
not forgetting..
both are super friendly and nice!!
after lunch and all the hooha in the canteen
we headed for sweng lecture
the worst lecture next to OS
lecturer simply suck
after that was free time for us
so its devoted to project again =)
i am done with my GUI and SRS!!
last lesson was DMID tutorial
and the day ended at 5pm =)
trained home
and i actually told myself 'good job' when i reached dhoby ghaut NEL
i know this sound stupid but well its quite a something to me
having to take train from YCK to dhoby ghaut then changed to NEL to chinatown ALONE!
especially with such heavy bag and lappie
i feel like i am carrying weights to school daily!
watching 'deal or no deal' now
today one was so much better than yesterday's
okie
bye peeps! =)
missing you like the desert miss the rain
iqnayanqi left @ 9:04 PM
Wednesday, December 12, 2007
long day today
lesson started at 10am
dmid lab was redundant and a waste of time as usual
class was busy preparing for .net test if not psp-ing
i was of no exception
printed out the handouts for test then was playing psp and msn-ing w yongxin and yanwan
after lab was .net written test
thank god it was rather okie
finished paper just in time
had a course briefing after that on year 3 modules
i have no idea what to choose as yet
after which
we headed up to level four to celebrate brandon's birthday
yes
its KUKU's 21st BIRTHDAY today!
class got him a le croq bag as well as 12 handmade muffins as cake =)
HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY...
BRANDON SIH WEE LIANG! =)
will never forget him for he is my first first friend in poly on the very first day of school!
the birthday boy and me =)
the most united class ever =)
rushed down to temple street right after that
for a praying session
was a little late
headed back home after that
in the evening..
third sis went over to second sis's shop for manicure and i tagged along =)
got my nails painted once again
cant wait for class bbq next fri
and the upcoming christmas parties =)
i just want you to be mine
is that so difficult?
why cant it be like the past?
iqnayanqi left @ 10:02 PM
Tuesday, December 11, 2007
at home right now
on medical leave today
oh well
am trying to study for .net now
written test is tmr (30%)
this is a non-examinable module hence tests are super important!
kill me please
chatted with liling yesterday
or rather recently
haha
she is still as crappy
telling me about work at camelot and her course
mini class gathering next tues
cant wait to meet up the sec school friends
i mean not the whole class but just those closer ones
and liling wants to go shopping with me before that!
she said she cant wait to meet up and bitch about people
thats so her!
okie
thats all for now
iqnayanqi left @ 3:44 PM
Monday, December 10, 2007
i am back to blogging after a week
many thoughts in my mind
but i guess i have to carry on..
read jas's blog
and saw a paragraph whereby she mentioned something like there are ppl out there who commented that blogs are for emo people
well, it seemed pretty true at times
anyway
this week been really busy for me
school and project meetings!
am feeling so tired physically and mentally
though this is the last week of school
it wont be holidays for me
project meetings DAILY during holidays!
great aunt passed away in malaysia few days back
a pity i didnt managed to go in for the wake due to proj mtg
it feels that life is really fragile and unpredictable
really wonder what will happen if there is a day your special someone leaves you
or the one whom you have been relying on walks out on you
this will turn out to be a nightmare i believe
rainy days recently
it somehow changes my mood
it feels good staying home due to the cosy weather
but the dark clouds seemed to be making me feel gloomy
especially in school when its like so dark
i need a break
i miss you so dearly
iqnayanqi left @ 10:58 PM
Monday, December 03, 2007
blog..
this was once the place i would seek when i have noone to turn to
but i guess not this time or in future
i am just to lazy to pin everything
to repeat whats going on
to narrate it out
its really taxing to have to say out the pain faced
i guess i wont be updating as for now
if i ever had a choice, i will choose not to be borned in this world
goodbye peeps!
iqnayanqi left @ 3:12 PM
