Tuesday, July 31, 2007
//still in the freezing cold library
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am almost done with my part of project
took a short break
blog hopped
saw a quiz on isaac's bloggie called 'get to know yourself better'
if ure interested, here's the link :
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
took the quiz and below is the analysis..
hmmm.
how true is it for me?
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Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
iqnayanqi left @ 5:29 PM
esthers kelvin and i didnt go school today
we meet up for project instead! =)
met them at 11.30am
and guess wad!
my sweet sweet bro-in-law sent me here
haha!
i wasnt having alot of hope when i sent the msg this morn
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this goes like that:
me: kor, can you send me to bishan library now?
kor: okie sure, wru now?
me: home, but almost ready
kor: okie, will wait for u at the carpark!
//HAPPY HAPPY!
left the house lugging two LAPPIES
one big bag with the power plugs, water bottle, organiser and blah blah
my jacket
and a small carrier with my ST MARGS UNIFORMS!
all were like sooo heavy!
got to take sis's lappy out today
as zigui needs a lappy for project
and you will probably ask why ST MARGS UNIFORMS?!
thats cos my dear biscuit needed uniforms!
biscuit and her friend are gg to see JAY CHOU at st james today
and they are required to be in uni!
haha
okie
a bad bad news
there is something wrong with my visual studio
and my project is corrupted
i got to re-do some of it
sigh!
thank god there is a back-up copy with esthers! =)
msged JAY LEE JAY!
she is now at plaza!
haha
cant wait for eighth august! =)
gv vivo's chalet is coming up
but i wont be going
oh wells
the library is freezing cold!
okie peeps
back to project now
=(
you deeply hurt me with the words
iqnayanqi left @ 2:37 PM
Monday, July 30, 2007
plans made were once again failed =(
i got to think of new ones again
this is bad
it took me like one month to think of that plan and all the things
now tell me i got to rethink and plan once again
i am keen to it
but just no ideas are flowing into my mind right now
all i can think of is PROJECTS PROJECTS and PROJECTS
OOAD IPNET .. blah blah
and exams round the corner
seeing you so happy upon receiving that present somehow disappoints me
it hurts in a way too
you wont understand how i felt in that instance when you told me that
those words that came out simply just put me down
probably plans made will just go to waste once again
you are just not keen and not interested to what i am trying to here
stressed
tired
i need my energy booster!
iqnayanqi left @ 9:39 PM
Sunday, July 29, 2007
omg!
i am feeling lucky! =)
its my first time being able to witness or rather catch a toy from those toy catcher in the arcade!
haha
i have always been wanting so badly to have a toy catched from those machines
but never once succeeded
but this time round
pure luck i guess!
inserted ONE DOLLAR in just for fun
but of course hoping i will get the toy
D helped me to do it
cos i didnt dare to
and she was like relunctant to but well she did
and we both were shocked to see the catcher got the toy
and i was so anxious and hoping it wont drop!!
and it didnt!
and it was so fast and so sudden that we both stunned when the toy dropped down into the collecting compartment
we both were like looking at each other and asking each other to get it
its like the first time we managed to caught it within ONE try!!!!
D got it for me in the end
thanks lots!
loves loves!
and after which people who were looking at us were kind of surprised that it was sooo easy to get it
a few went to try but FAILED!
hahahaha
okie tts mean
but ya they failed!=)
okie
now take a look at the new huggable added to my collection =)
i love them all! =)
thats the cute cute WINNIE THE POOH that D caught for me! =)
the TOP THREE favourites on my bed now! LOVE all of them!!! =))
the story of mu-mu and ee-ee=)
i really cherished it!
iqnayanqi left @ 11:56 PM
am kind of worried now
knew the reason behind it and i feel useless when i cant do anything to solve it
given i am somewhat involved too
just hope you will feel better after the cry
and please dont think so much
and hope things will turn out better
and not in this outcome
i dont wish to see this
take care buddy
love you =)
iqnayanqi left @ 12:54 AM
Saturday, July 28, 2007
just came back from the celebration
details shall be spared
pics will be uploaded soon i hope
my fever is back!
crap
i have lost
iqnayanqi left @ 11:09 PM
there is probably something wrong with me
tired and yet i cant get to sleep
and my legs and mind are probably going crazy as well
why does it have to lead me to the same old place where i am not welcomed each night
this kind of feeling really sucked
everyone or anyone have been through a time of breaking down
and of course being emo
why is it so?
does anyone have an answer to it?
i want to catch sooo many movies
and yes you all will think i am such a loser
HARRY POTTER have been showing for more than 2 weeks
and i have yet to watch it due to some reasons, broken promise i supposed
people ard me have ard watched it
to think i am working in a cinema!
i want to watch:
HARRY POTTER
THE SIMPSONS
ALONE
VACANCY
oh well
iqnayanqi left @ 2:22 PM
Friday, July 27, 2007
was dead tired from the long day last night
but somehow i just couldnt get to sleep
and was unwell
the feeling sucks
called NIC this morn to inform him that i am not gg down today
so sorry meyes! =(
went to school today due to the importance of project meetings!
reached school at bout 10am
project-ed all the way
met up with the rest in koufu
and guess what!
today is the filming of HEY GORGOEOUS!
wad a waste eric is not in
fiona xie, desmond koh and ben yeo was in NYP today
many ppl croweded ard them
and they went ard looking for the final nominated hunks and babes
they came into koufu
and wad a coincidence that we were eating
and they came by our side
but thank god they moved over to the table next to us
and the funny thing was that KELVIN SAMANTHA XUNHANG YIMING AND RYAN escaped so quicky lar!
leaving esther kenny jianda and myself at the table =(
we left after that too
headed to library for project
then OOAD tutorial
got back test from last week
scored 30/35 =(
left for home earlier
and i saw A once again
seriously, i think A really sucked
the looks and everything
btw, A is a intruder of NYP, block L
A is probably too familiar with the place alr
and crap
took the same lift w A and the gf
cant take it!
i still think B look so much better, nicer and cuter!
i still prefer B and of course love B most! =)
from the day i knew B till now and always
opps
maybe i am just bias over here
came home and napped after taking the medicine
then cos tmr is grandpa and grandma bdae celebration
mama say we got to make TANGYUAN for prayer
so she asked me to help out
pics of TANGYUAN making by YANQI and her MAMA is below =)
thats the RED DOUGH made by ME =)
and the WHITE one by MAMA! look at the diff in skill! opps
thats what happened next! =) MAMA is good at it!!
and now the COOKING time! boiling it in HOT WATER!
and then transfering it to another POT of water with BROWN SUGAR!
thats the one with brown sugar! to give it the taste! dont they look like FISHBALLS!?!
its READY to be served! MAMA forced me to eat! yucks!
it looks YUMMY but i never like TANGYUAN! opps
thats the end of TANGYUAN making! =)
I LOVE TODAY MOST!
its 27/07/07!!
do
always being placed in a difficult spot
by everyone esp them
iqnayanqi left @ 10:09 PM
Thursday, July 26, 2007
just got home
a long long day today
was in school since 11am
project-ed all the way till 4pm
went for DSTR labby
then project agn!
and then IPNET
a new record today
stayed for lesson all the way till 9.30pm
where scheduled time is 8.30pm
tcher went thru case study
and before we left
i knocked myself accidently against the fire extinguisher outside the labby
and my poor finger got hit by the edge of it
and its a little swell up now
it hurts!
after which
headed to amk
left only at 10.45pm
cabbed home
i am dead tired
tmr another long day
school and then work from 5pm till 3am
all the best to myself tmr!
shun me out for thats what you wanted all these while
iqnayanqi left @ 11:14 PM
girl talked to me just now
she is doing pretty fine i guess
apart that she is gg thru a rough time with A
but she have found her other B that she is happy with
so its supposed to be good i guess
she said something that somewhat made my day thou
projects are stressing me out!
been working on project since 11 this morn!
crap!
all you have in mind and in your heart is someone else
priorities are always on others
i am always not included
can you be even more unfair than this
iqnayanqi left @ 5:46 PM
Wednesday, July 25, 2007
i am just too tired for everything
i dont have any more energy to go on
iqnayanqi left @ 9:03 PM
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
B2 and i became the joke of the day today
we made a fool of ourselves
and we found it funny too
biscuit(samantha) and i went for our FTT today
and before that B2 was asking if we should book a trial test
as huihui say gg for the trial will give a higher chance of passing as its very similar
and so we did
booked for the trial test at 2.05pm
that cost us six bucks each
headed for phat nite meeting at 1pm
then headed to SSDC for the trial test
entered the room
and we alr maluated ourselves
we went all the way to the back of the room and saw two seats, wanting to sit tgt but the instructor was like
thats not available, its only for watching video
okie feeling soo embarrassed, we got up and moved to another seat
people in the room was staring at us!
and being such blur sotongs
we didnt check the instructions on the board
and just headed to proceed to the test
we were given two options - theory trial test and theory test practice
didnt bother to see the board, we both chose theory trial test
and guess wad, thats the same as the actual FTT
no answers provided and will not show our mistakes
and yupp, we failed the trial test, there goes our one and only practice!
we should have chosen PRACTICE!
feeling sooo shitty of ourselves
we headed to the canteen for a break
as we had like 2 hours before our actual FTT
panicked and anxious
we flipped thru the theory book like nobody's business
and kept caling huihui brandon and yixian to ask qns!
and 4.30pm came
we went in for our test
well, i was actually somewhat confident that i will get thru the test as whatever qns we asked and clarify with huihui brandon and yixian came out!
B2 felt the same way too
but guess what!
when we ended the test, it showed FAILED!
so ya, we failed again
second attempt but still no results
we were laughing at ourselves the moment we left the room
went to the first level
and queued to book for the FTT again
next available one will only be in sept and we also booked a trial test
and we told each other that this time round, we will choose PRACTICE during trial
there goes another 12bucks! =(
phat nite supposed to start at 6pm
we left ssdc at 5.40pm
as it was drizzling, we cabbed back
felt stupid thou
headed to block E to collect our shirt and tag
then went to block L to look for clement and yixian to put our stuff
and B2 asked yixian 'why you didnt ask if we pass or fail'
i giggled while looking at B2
and yixian was like 'see your faces, keep smiling, sure passed!'
B2 and i stared at each other and we laughed out super loudly
and this time clement and yixian went 'orh, like that means failed agn!'
such meanos!
phat nite was pretty okie
last event for all of us
a relief finally!
pics will be uploaded soon
oh ya!
i forgot to add!
miss CHEN WEITING msged me today and asked if i could work on fri
i agreed to help her and that will be EOS shift!
and guess wad!
she will be doing EOS as well
haha!
cant wait to be EOS-ing with her!
YAY! =)
i am not a toy for
dont take me for granted
iqnayanqi left @ 10:33 PM
Monday, July 23, 2007
stop treating me like a fool
stop taking me as a subsitute of yours
stop taking me for granted
dont come find me if help is all you needed from me
i am not someone who is supposed to station where i am to help you out 24/7!
i have my own limits!
if you think you are that great and invincible
than dont bother coming to me for help
you can support yourself and all your expenses!
if not go find the others who can satisfy your needs
and those whom you dont take them as your subsitute
i believe they are in more position to help than i do if i am just a subsitute to you
i dont have such large capacity to take your different blows always
and i am not that maganimous to forgive and forget everytime it happens for you have already done it so many times that it hurts deeply
i am just a human
not someone who can do wonders
you should learn to be fair
at least to me
if you cant do what you preached
than dont bother saying
it will just go to waste at the end
i believe i have done more than enough to help you
more than what i can to help you
but you are treating me this way
i really wonder whatever you have said and promised is true
dont always reprimand me for not wanting to believe you
im sorry to say but you dont have anything that gain my trust over here
very much i want to believe, you just dont have it!
yes, you all can think i am being crude here
or you will think whatever i am saying is all bullshit
but you should just reflect and ask yourself
how much have you done for me?
and how much have i tried to do for you?
i am afraid of being hurt once again
it hurts so deeply that nothing can erase or fade it
i will leave in a few months time
by then, you wont see me
and you can be happy for all you want!
iqnayanqi left @ 1:15 PM
Friday, July 20, 2007
does this pic reminds you of something?
oh well
lunch break today was only an hour
and its from 12 to 1
koufu was packed with ppl
went over to south canteen
equally bad
spent more than 20mins locating a seat
but well
in the end we DAPAO and went out to eat
settled at the staircase near the LT
and first thing eric said was it seemed we are back to orientation
same style of lunching
everyone having the same food and drink
its soo true
misses the orientation =)
ordered the cake
and im proud that i didnt lose my way this time
DBMS and OOAD tests were good =)
is that all
iqnayanqi left @ 10:26 PM
was good
im feeling sooo tired now
didnt sleep at all
was trying to but couldnt
so was actually studying and reading throughout the night!
and then got ready in the morning and left for school
crap
im sooo hungry now
and sis lied!
she msged me this morn and told me that she is unable to accompany me to order the cake today!
so i got to go down on my own once again
ahhh!
OOAD test after break
sigh
fate?
is that really what
iqnayanqi left @ 11:09 AM
Thursday, July 19, 2007
okie
i am like back from the stupid ulu community centre
i swear i am the most idiotic and stupid person on earth
left school and cabbed down, told the uncle jalan bersar cc when the venue i need to go is kampong glam cc
why am i so stupid that i didnt check the letter before cabbing
went to the wrong place and time was alr running out
then managed to reach the place at bout 8.30 where i am scheduled 8.20
was late!
how impressive
waited for all to end
and i am the last cos i missed my turn
crap
and i simply think i screwed the damn interview up
am not in the right mood now
after that left at 9 plus
trying to find a way home
like a bus or train
there isnt mrt station ard
bus stops with buses that i dunno go where
walked walked and walked
and was feeling very unwell
due to gastrics and hunger
i walked all the way from the cc down to bugis
and then bus home
how great!
its the worst thing that happened today
noone will ever understand it
okie now the pics..
thats kel and hang, trying to do some stunts
the future wannabe for MTV! ISAAC!
whats kel trying to do to hang hang?
the birthday boy, my dear OGL CHUANLIM =)
singing the birthday song for himself. haha
now the blowing of candle =)
its time for the present!!!!
he stuffed the whole strawberry into his mouth!
chuanlim : "nice cake they got me" =)
finally a decent pose for the camera =)
the usual comical look of ANG CHUANLIM =)
and FINALLY.. the family portrait! IT0608 and their OGL CHUANLIM =)
so much of doing all these
but
iqnayanqi left @ 10:24 PM
here to blog again
we were all so bored that we went around taking friend's test
esther kel samantha yiming took mine
haha
all got 80 except yiming at 70
i took kel's and esther's
got 80 for kel's and 30 for esther's
opps
esther's one really misleading
her answers are so different from wad we noe
she lied! haha
now yiming is creating his test
haha
is this addictive?!
hahahah!
iqnayanqi left @ 6:59 PM
java test just ended
am slacking in the labby now
waiting for IPNET to start
boring!
two more tests tmr
OOAD and DBMS
oh crap!
and my working schedule is out alr! =)
requested sat and sun morning
wayne asked for more days
but i told him that will have to be fri eos
but then again it will be back-to-back
and i told him then i will be called crazy girl again
at first he say HE WOULDNT MIND and i replied that he is a meano!
so the nice MR WAYNE say he will reserve and put me only if he needs ppl
msged him ytd for my schedule
and true enough
thanks to the nice nice MR TAN!
i am only working on sat and sun morning
no back-to-back for me this time
THANKS MR TAN! =)
am being entrusted the task of ordering the birthday cake
for the big celebration next week
grandparents' birthday
dinner will be at dragon gate restaurant located at HARBOUR FRONT =)
it took me quite some time to search online for cakes
feels stupid and it was a tough decision on which to order
hope it will be a nice turn out =)
got to go down to jalan bersah cc later
for the bursary interview
and crap
for some reasons, i got to travel there alone
this so sad!
and disappointing of course =(
hope the interview will go on smoothly
and pray that i wont lose my way in that ulu place!
today is CHUANLIM's bdae =)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHUANLIM!
(pics on the mini celebration will be uploaded in the next post)
crap
gastrics attack! =(
all i need is
iqnayanqi left @ 6:01 PM
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
i dont like it this way
so many things i want to get
but its just simply impossible
you are turning 21 in just a month and 45mins from now
will things change or stay the same?
i am so not looking forward to the arrival of that day and of course the day after that
i miss what happened exactly one year ago
the happy times spent =)
its never the same
missing makes one ponder
iqnayanqi left @ 11:14 PM
Monday, July 16, 2007
been scanning my lappie today
due to some virus!
its pissing me off!
and im serious!
AHHHHH~
changed my blog song
thought its a nice song =)
listen to the lyrics
esp the chorus =)
to
iqnayanqi left @ 11:30 PM
Sunday, July 15, 2007
HEY PEEPS!
okie i shall not be too high now.
my weekends over
all devoted to work for this week
fri sat and today =)
its been a long time i worked so many days in a week
and of course not mentioning a BACK-to-BACK shift
eos-ed ytd with the same old ppl but different kind of feeling
wasnt a too smooth eos for me
ended at 3am
G sent me back and got home ard 3 plus 4
showered
rest a little and off to work again
met JP at 9.15am today
i was a lil late
and good thing he called me to wake me up =)
started at 10am today
candy bar float gold class
so practically my whole shift of 8 hrs today i am running up and down
feel weird wearing the gc uniform and working in candy bar
my shift goes like that..
went to CB and 10am, opened counter and the first show was alr busy busy!
followed by a group booking redemption
helped darren with some box office matters and some voucher keying
after that a lil break, went to pack nachos cos no more!
then hafidz came down to CB asked me to go gold class to help
went up to clear cinemas as two came out at the same time
half way thru cleaning the second theatre
BERNARD walkied me and asked me to go CB
went down
cleared the session and then headed up to gold class agn for two sessions
after the two sessions
finally, a proper break, had my brunch =)
finally get to work with my GC trainer BERNICE again and of course uncle sim =)
then headed to CB for another session
and finally back to gold class for the 110pax group booking
the 4 eos staff came in together (junwei wayne weiting and aiysah) for grp booking
and thru out the day i was being 'scolded' for being high
i was laughing and talking nonsense thru out
probably cos i am tired but i dont seemed to be?
when they came in
we had a mini breifing on the booking
and wayne and i was in charge of cinema 3 =)
and in between of course
i was still crapping away and they think i am way too high
so weiting was like 'no more back to back for you alr'
=(
and she say ms goh thinks i am mad too
opps
was scheduled 1pm-10pm
but i requested to work morning
weiting was influenced by me too
she was soo high and crazy as well
walkied me when i was just next to her
and i actually replied her. opps
ges ken hafidz and i ended work once booking is done
thats bout 6 plus
weiting was jokingly saying that she is sad cos i am gg back.
haha
and my two i/c reminded me to request for next week! haha
and before i left JUNWEI hit my on my forehead!
he said i am bang-ed by the tree!
those in GC will noe
a typical sentence of wayne
po and ivan leow came back to meet ken and hafidz for movie
they watching 'the ex'
ken and hafidz asked me to join them but i didnt
haha
didnt leave vivo after work
headed to kopitian w YX to get dinner for the managers while waiting for JP to end work at 7pm
then caught DIE HARD with JP and YX
bernard saw us and he was saying we didnt call him along
so there goes him again
angry! haha
and he didnt even want to help us open the office door! =(
such a meano!
headed home after movieee =)
okie
just some pics of ytd eos
a joke by TAN YIYI! =)
was clearing cinema 2 with yiyi for the last show
then it all started with the tolley which yiyi claimed that its his 'mercedez'
the self-claimed 'mercedez' of yiyi
he was playing with the tolley and he accidently hit the wine bucket beside the tolley
this was what happened, all the ice and water spilled onto the carpet
and the panicky yiyi trying to clear the mess =)
after which, he cleared all the glasses and placed in onto his 'mercedez'
and then was heading back to bar but he was 'driving' too quickly and recklessly..
this was what happened, one of the tall glass toppled, hit the plate and broke
that became a wastage =)
thats all for ytd eos
just a lil funny incident that took place =)
i was laughing at yiyi!
after that 'accident', he said he dare not drive his car anymore =)
i took over the ownership!
now i am tired
real tired!
iqnayanqi left @ 10:18 PM
Saturday, July 14, 2007
eos-ed ytd with sharon sinchiang yiyi and rina
ended at 3.40am
left gv only at 4am
was fun at work ytd
VANESSA SEE and WAYNE SEE came to watch movie
and i was the host ytd!=)
she was like soo excited when she saw me!
the moment she saw me she was like 'omg, i was hoping if you are working, can u serve us later?'
haha!
she is still as blur and bubbly like before! =)
host them to the lounge and then to their seats
and sent their orders in for them as well
nice seeing you after sooo long!
shared cabby with yiyi rina and aunty
and walked out with a few others
and JP was holding the HARRY POTTER water bottle
found while clearing the DBS booking at gvmax
and he was nice enough to give the bottle to me! =)
thanks JIEPING!
went there like super early ytd
was there at bout 5 while i start at 7
slacked around
and i stole half of yx's doremon magnets and placed in my locker
G came and she gave me another xiao long and the HARRY POTTER magnets
that makes it two xiao longs in my locker and one at home =)
called JP asked where was he
and he appeared behind me lar!
he got changed into his uni and i dragged him along to dapao food
for G YX and himself
went to buy vinco donuts!
i still prefer my DONUT FACTORY!
will be eos-ing again tonight
with the same people as ytd =)
and my trainee for tonight will be sin chiang =)
guess he is somewhat familiarized with gc after the mini orientation ytd by WT
and the training by yiyi
so today he can be on his own!! haha
plans for yanqi next week will be:
MONDAY: home after school to study DSTR
TUESDAY: home after school to study DSTR
WEDNESDAY:home atfter school to study DBMS and OOAD
THURSDAY: interview at jalan besar cc after school
FRIDAY: REST!!! =)
iqnayanqi left @ 3:01 PM
Friday, July 13, 2007
here to blog again
realised been blogging more than usual lately
probably this is the only way to pin down whatever i am thinking
working at 7 later
but i am like rotting at home
so decided to head to work earlier and slack ard
MG asked if i wanna dapao for her
dots
meeting yx first as he starts at five
you have more than enough friends around you to keep you accompanied
this is probably the reason to why you doesnt need me anymore
so much for doing so much for you
you probably dont feel anything
as you have taken me for granted
next month will be the month i joined gv for a year
time flies so fast
with my attempts of leaving
i realised i am actually appearing more often at work recently instead
it will only mark a year to the good old times spent together with you
and a time where all the good times turned into bad times
exam timetable will be out on monday
leaving 5 more weeks to the end of semester
and 3 more weeks to project final presentation
more time is needed!
iqnayanqi left @ 3:56 PM
two pasar malams for us to decide and we decided on the hougang one
bus-ed down to hougang pasar malam
got there bout 9 plus
we were all hungry but instead of eating we spent our money on those games
fun!
spent bout 30 bucks all together as a class
but i still didnt managed to get that big bear
but thanks to kel kel for trying to help me =)
and after all the games
kel suggested to go to the serangoon pasar malam
headed to serangoon at 10 plus
xx and raymond left first
bus-ed there as well
we took many pics on the bus
candid shots by kel and some by me =)
we saw a couple fighting while waiting for the bus
and i somehow think they look like someone i know from ______
okie nvm, thats random
but if i were to tell
reached serangoon at 10.30pm
this time round
we all headed for food
dinner for us ytd night was ramily burgers!
haha
and i made myself a keychain! =)
its pretty and i like it
thanks to kel and sac for helping me to choose too =)
and we left after that
reached home around 1am
msg-ed kel and yx
and then headed to sleep after showers!
okie now the pics!
sac and xian at the back =)
clement sihui and esther =)
kel still trying hard to capture them
hang hang! looks emo huh! ryan was being blocked!
thats the biscuits! sam and i
i took this pic of kel!
our prizes =) i took the mickey, kel took the pooh and esther took the bunny =)
the keychain i made! aint it pretty? combination of my fav colours!
thats all for last night!
iqnayanqi left @ 11:34 AM
the very least time wont fade the memories this time
its all etched in the heart
am still hoping for a miracle
will
iqnayanqi left @ 12:44 AM
Thursday, July 12, 2007
okie
IPNET lesson still
got back test
scored 32/35
and if you were to see my paper
think you can shoot me!
my careless mistake is really dumb!
question gave 3448 for calculation but i calculated using 3488!
ahhhh
marks flew! =(
teacher very generous today
prepared some presents for the top scorers
haha
super funny!
he kepy emphasizing that those gifts are not from him!
we all had a good laugh
and he said he only got the first prize
but he explained that prize didnt really came from him
its actually a prize he won from a bowling compeition
haha
how honest can he get!
a cute teacher he is
but very naggy! =)
iqnayanqi left @ 8:02 PM
just came back from break
now will be the naggy teacher lesson!
its been more than 24 hours i last ate
my last meal was at 11.30am ytd
went cheers with class
bought loacker waffle and my PINK DOLPHIN!!
haha
food like finally! =)
okie
will be heading to pasar malam later with class
pasar malam at HOUGANG! haha
so random
missing
iqnayanqi left @ 6:45 PM
wasnt a very bad eos
was easy somehow
except for the part that we need to apologise to patrons due to the unstoppable drilling for the last show
comp passes given out to them
went to work at 7pm
group booking
but wasnt a tough one
after which slacked ard as next session was 9pm
managers called
and i volunteered to go get foodie for them
they just wanted desserts
still must call them when i reached the stall and see what they want before buying!
mafan!
and all give me coins! meano
MG saw me ytd and the first thing she said was ask me to work on sun
and she never fails to disturb and tekan me!
she needs ppl for trad
then she came up to gc talked to WT
WT said gc needs ppl as well due to group booking
but i said i am working sat eos
none listened =(
MG said work mid shift but like long hours lar!
1pm-10pm!
went down to office to take booklight
A asked me to work as well
she wants me back on sun for trad
she offered me CB from 10.30am to 5.30pm!
told her i am working eos the night before, will confirm agn
went down to office to get orders
and A said 'you haven give me your ans'
told A MG asked me to work gc
they discussed a while and finally decided where i will work
ahhh!
that will make it fri and sat eos for me and sun mid
all long hours!
SIX eos staff ytd
wt sharon sharyn cuiling haydon and myself
first time that i worked eos with so many ppl
tt makes it easy!
went down to get swing door key
and F was like 'wow long time no see'
like after so long then she said that
haha
and i said 'yes, the last time was the day she fell when i came back for movie w MG J and YW'
and she laughed
A too.
ended slightly earlier
hang ard for a while
talked to aunty!=)
and she was like so long never see me as well
asked if she is working this weekend
she commented that work also wont see me
i have been in black recently =(
waited for projectionists to come down
waited for almost an hour
that was when F say they wont be down another one hr
and asked us to leave first
left gv at 2.30am
initial cabby pals were haydon sharon jansen and me
since projectionists werent ready
yongxin was asked to take the same cabby as us
haydon alighted first
then me
yx walked me home leaving sharon waiting
and they went back after that!
okie
time for school
bye peeps!
iqnayanqi left @ 2:25 PM
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
am in labby right now
continuation from last week's unfinished presentation
the rest are just busy printing VB notes for test later
was raining so heavily this morning that i am like so lazy to go school
i want to sleep!
break in 15mins time
then lecture
followed by test
and DSTR extra class
busy day ahead
and ending with work
ahhhh!!
exams are coming in probably one month's time
hard core studying needed!
three tests next week
one on thurs and two on fri!
next friday will just be a day for tests!
save me!
iqnayanqi left @ 10:45 AM
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
nothing much happened to me today
day was boring like nobody's business
went home right after school today
headed to work
this time is at bro-in-law's stall
helping him to tend it
cos that KELVIN asked for an off day!
started at 12nn
and all the way till 7pm
its tiring and can get real boring sometimes
thank god for the crowd
there is one werid uncle
he came up to the stall
looked around and started smiling at me
naturally i smiled back and asked if he wanted to get something
he ordered and after that
he was like 'are you a singaporean?'
i went 'yes'
he is still smiling away and replied 'you dont look local'
he is the second person i came across telling me that
why so?
if i dont look local then what do i look like?!
bro-in-law paid me for today
how nice
fifty bucks for 7hours of work
hmmm
headed back for dinner
and i got this feeling that my gastric is coming back
crap
will be eos-ing tmr night
due to some reasons
hope everything will go on well
vb test tmr
last shot for vb
if tmr is a goner, it will be a goner for the module too
all the best to me and my class
and crap!
my lappie is infected with some virus
anyone care to help?!?
i am still not in the right mood
and the right mind to compose myself
i need
iqnayanqi left @ 10:15 PM
Monday, July 09, 2007
What Hurts the Most - Rascal Flatts
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house, that don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry
Every once in a while even though goin on with you gone still upsets me
There are days
Every now and again i pretend i'm okay but that's not what gets me
What hurts the most, was being so close
And having so much to say
And watchin you walk away
Never knowing, what could have been
And not seein that lovin you
Is what i was tryin to do
It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere i go
But i'm doin it
It's hard to force that smile when i see our old friends and i'm alone
Still harder gettin up, gettin dressed, livin with this regret
But i know if i could do it over
I would trade, give away all the words that i saved in my heart that i left unspoken
What hurts the most, is being so close
And having so much to say
And watchin you walk away
Never knowing, what could have been
And not seein that lovin you
Is what i was tryin to do
What hurts the most, was being so close
And having so much to say
And watchin you walk away
And never knowing, what could have been
And not seein that lovin you
Is what i was tryin to do
Not seein that lovin you
That’s what I was tryin to do…
this song descibes me the best at this point in time
do you know what hurts the most to me?
iqnayanqi left @ 11:50 PM
i have fallen ill once again
how weak can one get?
esp at this point in time
okie
yanqi the LOSER finally broke down ytd
she broke down and cried
its been quite some time this happened again
was chatting with K ytd
she told me something that makes me ponder
she said noone is born strong
but we got to learn to be strong and face the different situations that are coming our way
i know noone is born strong
we have to grow from failures, disappointments and etc
but can one really be strong enough to go thru all that she is gg thru all by herself?
i really wonder
because the very least..
i know i have tried very hard
but i cant do it
does anyone know how it feels to be looking at the pictures, the videos, the short scripts and etc
and letting the past filled your mind slowly
very much that i dont want it to happen, it did
i realised that the more you didnt want it to happen
the more that will happen
its probably the way of life
the way how we should live in
but can i refuse not to?
and yes
you all will think that i am emo-ing
well
in whatever way you can put it
but is really just how i am feeling right now
how i wish i was emotion-less
iqnayanqi left @ 11:28 AM
Sunday, July 08, 2007
its raining heavily now
and im really missing the times spent with them
dearly misses them
thoughts of them kept running thru my mind
esp
times we rush off to town after school for movie and neos!
these were the good times we had as schoolmates!
these were the times we meet up almost daily!
these were the times GAY still as one!
they were my reason for school
GracinAudreYanqi, the bestest time and people i ever had!
she is my buddy, nothing's gonna change the fact!
they were the ones who made my 18th bday possible!
you will be my closest friend ever
my one and only chinatown pal
times where CAPTAs spent together
the precious moments
she is my tigress!
times where we gather together
they were the ones who accompanied me in class for 5 years!
times we spent together in chchaving someone to miss is a blessing
having someone to love is a happy thing
to be loved by someone is a blissful thing
but when noone knows, its hurting
iqnayanqi left @ 10:13 PM
