Monday, July 09, 2007
and yes
i have fallen ill once again
how weak can one get?
esp at this point in time
okie
yanqi the
LOSER finally broke down ytd
she broke down and cried
its been quite some time this happened again
was chatting with K ytd
she told me something that makes me ponder
she said noone is born strong
but we got to learn to be strong and face the different situations that are coming our way
i know noone is born strong
we have to grow from failures, disappointments and etc
but can one really be strong enough to go thru all that she is gg thru all by herself?
i really wonder
because the very least..
i know i have tried very hard
but i cant do it
does anyone know how it feels to be looking at the pictures, the videos, the short scripts and etc
and letting the past filled your mind slowly
very much that i dont want it to happen, it did
i realised that the more you didnt want it to happen
the more that will happen
its probably the way of life
the way how we should live in
but can i refuse not to?
and yes
you all will think that i am emo-ing
well
in whatever way you can put it
but is really just how i am feeling right now
how i wish i was emotion-less
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