Monday, July 23, 2007
stop treating me like a fool
stop taking me as a subsitute of yours
stop taking me for granted
dont come find me if help is all you needed from me
i am not someone who is supposed to station where i am to help you out 24/7!
i have my own limits!
if you think you are that great and invincible
than dont bother coming to me for help
you can support yourself and all your expenses!
if not go find the others who can satisfy your needs
and those whom you dont take them as your subsitute
i believe they are in more position to help than i do if i am just a subsitute to you
i dont have such large capacity to take your different blows always
and i am not that maganimous to forgive and forget everytime it happens for you have already done it so many times that it hurts deeply
i am just a human
not someone who can do wonders
you should learn to be fair
at least to me
if you cant do what you preached
than dont bother saying
it will just go to waste at the end
i believe i have done more than enough to help you
more than what i can to help you
but you are treating me this way
i really wonder whatever you have said and promised is true
dont always reprimand me for not wanting to believe you
im sorry to say but you dont have anything that gain my trust over here
very much i want to believe, you just dont have it!
yes, you all can think i am being crude here
or you will think whatever i am saying is all bullshit
but you should just reflect and ask yourself
how much have you done for me?
and how much have i tried to do for you?
i am afraid of being hurt once again
it hurts so deeply that nothing can erase or fade it
i will leave in a few months time
by then, you wont see me
and you can be happy for all you want!
iqnayanqi left @ 1:15 PM
