Thursday, August 16, 2007
okie
i have been like spending so much lately
on i dunno what also
it seemed like money went out but i dont see any coming in
or any 'shou huo'
its like vanished into thin air
my 800 bucks almost gone
better not let mama know
if not she will start to nag at me
opps
so much of wanting to get something for myself for my birthday
like its a norm every year
but after these few days seeing how the money gone so quickly
i just dont feel like anymore or rather dont wish to
so no pressie for me this year =(
plans for sat being cancelled
got a hell scolding from sis this afternoon
was kind of pissed but more of disappointed
i mean like come on..
i am not the one who caused the cancellation of the whole damn thing
i was a victim myself
a naive one i would say
i dont want this to happen also
i mean i also wanted the plans to go on well
and of course being carried out since i spent sooo much effort planning and thinking
and not forgetting the cash put in
yes, you can call me a miser
i wont care
you will have no idea how much was put in
it may not be alot to some of you
but it will be after adding up the many small amounts
great
now that its cancelled
everything is forfeited
you will probably be happier cause there isnt someone like me who bugs you everyday
the higher hopes you pin
the greater the disappointments lie
i should have learnt my lesson way before
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on a lighter note..
third sis is like bugging me to make a passport asap
i mean yes i lost my passport
and its not like i am travelling some time soon
but oh well
since she is paying and got the application form for me
so might as well =)
my darling is soo cute
she saw me today and our conv went like this
veritas: aunty yanqi, i have got a secret to tell youme: yes, what is it?veritas: i made a birthday card for youme: oh really? when are you giving me?veritas: soon, your birthday is on the 19th, this sundayme: okie, thanks girlveritas: but i have not coloured the picturesme: and then? veritas: i will give it to you now, then you take my colour pencils and go home and colour ok?me: HUH! you mean you are giving me a card and i got to colour it myself?veritas: yes! *smiling away*me: *speechless*veritas: look at the card! know what is this?me: nopeveritas: its a handphone!me: why handphone and not mp3?veritas: because everytime i see you, you are always with your phone and not your mp3!me: *speechless once again*omg!
she is like soo cute!
love her to bits!!!
really appreciated it and felt sooo touched when she came and showed me the card she drew
she is just 4 years old..
i mean how sweet can she be =)
i believe there are people who even forgets my birthday or dont even give a damn
but there she is..
spent the effort on the card and she even remembered that its this sunday!
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went for a hair cut today
not much of a difference
just that its shorter in length
and thinner in thickness
haha
okie
am going off now
meeting yx and jp
byee
nothing will make it up for all that happened
iqnayanqi left @ 8:17 PM