Wednesday, January 30, 2008
a follow-up for whats gonna happen in my year three
class is so gonna be splited up
its simply just so disheartening
received a email from miss huang and details as follow:
Dear Students,
You have been short-listed for overseas attachment in NYP Student Project Centre (Beijing) @BiTC in period 2.
Your study programme for year 3 will be:
- Sem 1/period 1: Industrial Placement Programme (starting 3-Mar, 12 weeks in local company)
- Sem 1/period 2: Final Year Project (starting 26-May, 8 weeks in Beijing followed by 4 weeks in Spore)
- 8 weeks of semester break (16-Aug to 12-Oct)
- Sem 2: Academic Study (starting 13-Oct)
What's next for you:
- Meet NYP Management to seek their approval to go overseas (the meeting is most likely before the exam, will let you know once it is fixed)
- Pay deposit $500 by GIRO after approval
- Report to work for Industrial Placement Programme on 3-Mar
- Back to school for a one-week preparation before leaving for Beijing
Pls let me know should you have queries.
Ms Huang Shu Hwei
School of IT
Nanyang Polytechnic
Tel: 6550 1751
everything seemed to happen so fast
time with class is left with less than 2 months before all goes into diff route
sigh!
iqnayanqi left @ 10:46 PM
Monday, January 28, 2008
okie
i am back to blogging =)
past few days been crazily packed and busy
for today is my project final presentation
so we have been rushing project like mad!
thurs was a whole day in school for proj
fri was a whole day in school for class and off to sam's place for project
we stayed over, and rushed proj to the next morning at 7am
sunday was another day of proj
morning to night
that made all of us drained
poor kenny and jianda became unwell, esp kenny! =(
finally that its over
its really a burden off our shoulders
despite the slight hip-cups that took place here and there
but like i told myself, no hard feelings about it =)
many things happened recently
that till now i am unsure if its true
all i know now is, i haven been so relieved and happy like now for a long long time
i guess its all thanks to a special someone who came into my life
thanks and loves! =)
no class tmr
its gonna be class gathering at sentosa!
cant wait for it! =)
and before i forget..
today is my beloved MICHIE's birthday!
a friend i never ever will forget
HAPPY BIRTHDAY! =)
i hope you are feeling better now
thanks for everything!
loves!
*no pic of the birthday girl for she doesnt like to take pictures!*
my heart regained conscience and said "move on"
and i really did =)
i'm glad...
iqnayanqi left @ 11:17 PM
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
skipped DMID practical today
wasnt feeling too well and was too sleepy to go
didnt really sleep well last night for i am kind of scare
that the guy will be back again
haha
sis called the police post to notify them last night
and they mentioned that they have been taking action since last nov when i went down to make a report
they have been patrolling around almost daily during 2am-5am where the incident usually take place
but that night when it happened again, they didnt see any suspicious article
so i also dunno is that good or bad when they said that
two tests tmr
one after another!
sigh
decisions made
told miss huang am gg to beijing instead of suzhou
but i dunno if i made a right choice
since almost all in my class going suzhou
i probably will be alone! =(
but miss huang said beijing is better choice
sisters and mum said it too..
and lastly..
today is my dearest chinatown pal's 22nd birthday!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAL!
loves!
my chinatown pal forever - KAREN TING! =)
my heart remains unchanged
iqnayanqi left @ 2:07 PM
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
bad night last night
remember my last post about hearing someone knocking on the window
well.. at first i thought it was just me thinking too much
kel said it too..
but after the second time.. went to told mum
and she went out to check but noone was there
so she actually told me not to scare her
so i went back to my room and continued talking to kel
then a while after, mum shouted!
which gave me a scare!
that i literally hung up kel's call
and guess what
she went out to check a second time
and this time round she saw a guy in black hiding behind the wall
so..
I WAS RIGHT!
I WASNT THINKING TOO MUCH!
that scare feeling got to me
i couldnt stop thinking bout it
is like..
the whole i am in the room and there is some stranger outside
this is scary!
kel accompanied me on the phone till about 3am
and yesterday also marks the first time i actually asked mum if i could sleep in her room
after like soooooooooo long!
cant believe it right
turning 20 this year and yet i am doing such things! opps
enough of that
no class today
but headed to jd's house for project
and not knowing any reason.. my ear hole got infected
it was sooo painful!
thought it wil be ok
but the pain was so bad that i went to the doc after coming home
doc used the needle and poke it to get out all the pus
it was pain pain pain!
so much blood too!
so she plastered it for me! =(
paid 45 for the consultation, cream and antibiotics!
so expensive!
headed to sis place cos noone will be at home
and had caesar salad for dinner! =)
thats all for now
gonna be back to work and maybe watch my 恶作剧2吻 ep6! =)
in my heart there'll always be a place for you, for all my life
i'll keep a part of you with me so everywhere I am there you'll be
iqnayanqi left @ 8:26 PM
i am still awake
gastric attacks and i cant sleep =(
on the phone with kel now
many things shared
and still sharing..
his first qn when i picked up the phone was 'are u ok?'
because he think i dun sound good
well..
he is one of the few friend that really can see thru me..
understand how i feel
thank god for a friend like him
he asked 'how are things between us?'
my answer was ....
i avoided his question
oh well
he said something that i totally agree
he said he can accept any reason for a break up in a relationship but not a third party
based on his past experience..
he came up with this comment
i guess in a relationship.. a third party as the reason is the most hurtful one
but what can we do?
am in a dillema for the overseas attachment
beijing or suzhou?
now i am damn worried
cos i just heard a knock on my window..
i hope is not the same incident like the past where there is a guy who tries to force open my window!
i am scared!!!
okie thats all for now
iqnayanqi left @ 2:16 AM
Thursday, January 17, 2008
//location: NYP/SIT discussion room
am in school, stuck with project
but now all of us are losing the project mood
all CS-ing so i am here to blog
lesson supposed to start at 8am today
but i only left for school at 1.30pm
as a deal to esther
gastric got worst later in the night
vommiting persists
and mummy called sis
so sis and bro-in-law came over
and sent me to raffles med centre
was there till this morning
got home ard 9plus
slept a while and off to school
had DMID test
it was pretty good =)
i am feeling so tired now!
i want to go home!!
missing you like the desert miss the rain
iqnayanqi left @ 8:12 PM
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
//dimd-ing!
okie i am trying hard to mug for dmid test now
but stupid gastric acting up again
it hurts!
guess its due to not having dinner
okie
i am like so lazy to get dinner simply i am all alone at home
any kind soul wanna send dinner to me?
okie i was just kidding
now that the pain is here, i dont even feel like eating!
crap!
GO AWAY GASTRIC!
you dont have to visit me almost daily!
i wont mind if you totally forgotten about me!!
your 'it does matter to me' really set a smile on my face
and thats all it takes...
iqnayanqi left @ 10:26 PM
I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you
And I'm wishing that you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go?
You could have let me know
So now I'm all alone
Girl you could have stayed but you wouldnt give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more then i can stand
And all my tears they keep running down my face
Why did you turn away?
So why does your pride make you run and hide?
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you wanted to be
So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do
I'll wait for you
It's been a long time since you called me(How could you forget about me)
You got me feeling crazy (crazy)
How can you walk away
Everything stays the same
I just can't do it baby
What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is & it just ain't like that
Why can't you look at me, your still in love with me
Don't leave me crying.
Baby why can't we just start over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But your telling me it wont be enough
So why does you pride make you run & hide
Are you that afriad of me?
But I know it's a lie what your keeping inside
Thats not how you wanted to be
Baby I will wait for you
Baby I will wait for you
If it's the last thing i do
this is how my heart is feeling right now
every word describes what i want to tell you
and this will be a promise i make to you
even if you choose to ignore..
iqnayanqi left @ 3:06 PM
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
just got home
lessons started at 11am today
was just in time for lesson
thanks to kelvin who gave me morning call
he called me at 10.30pm last night and we chatted till 2.30am!
so ya, he got to call to ensure i wake up!! =)
sweng tut was alrite
was chatting with esther online thruout thou
having michie beside me drawing on my paper and blah blah
after that was break time
and then OS lecture! THANK GOD TODAY IS THE LAST ONE!!!!!
after which, lessons for the day ended
so its PROJECT time!
kel's hang's and my grp headed to discussion room 3, 4 and 5 respectively for mtg
noisy noisy!
project today was productive
to the extend that its making all of my members and i INSANE
you shld just see the state we were in!!
project ended only at 7.30pm
oh ya
MR ZAC messaged me today while i was project-ing!
giving me updates about his new life in NS!
haha!
glad that he is adapting well =)
walked out w the rest and they headed home
while i head down to vivo to meet jp and esther
caught a movie at 9plus - BOOGEYMAN 2
thanks to esther for the 'great' recommandation! haha
it was supposed to be 'one missed call' but she changed it!
jp was sooo relunctant to watch it but afterall this is his FIRST official m18 movie!
for he just turned 18 ytd!
they waited for me to reach and then dinner
i was kind of late! sorry!
jp wanted to have vegetarian food for dinner but guess what!
we ended up in carl's junior
didnt eat while they did, had a drink thou
went to office to collect my last month payslip
saw daddy, he is ill! =(
take care daddy!
MG was there too, good seeing her!
after which headed to gv
and i am glad that i saw my dearest UNCLE SIM! =)
he was at boxy today!
now about the movie
its a bad bad movie simply because its gruesome!
and there is gonna be a part three to it!!
i was like covering my eyes w my cardigan la!
and jp was sooo full that when he saw the scenes he almost vomitted
so he left the cinema! haha
saw vik and as usual
he is still at the 'tomato sauce' issue!
wonder when will he exactly drop the issue or change another type of sauce?
ha!
movie ended at bout 11.15pm
left vivo and saw uncle sim at the bustop again!
chatted! =)
bus-ed home w jp
thanks to him for helping me w my lappie thruout!!
haha!
and guess things are on a brighter side now
really appreciate those messages from D for the past two days
its the best remedy i guess! =)
but i am still waiting...
changed a new blog song
came across this song on my mp3 during OS lecture
it seemed like every word in the lyrics described how i am really feeling now..
pictures of you and me
reminds me of what we used to be..
iqnayanqi left @ 11:57 PM
Monday, January 14, 2008
back home
am shagged
today's lessons supposed to be OTOT(own time own target)
but due to the tests
we all got drained
2 tests in two lessons
tough ones too
another one more on thurs and 3 more next week
save me!
SIT is sending students to china(beijing or suzhou) for learning experience
its like going there to do our final year project instead of in school
actually, i missed the written test due to MC two weeks ago
but managed to ask the teacher and she gave me the test too
now the shortlisted list is out, and the teacher said im on the list
think she is really nice to have given me a second chance to do the test
should i really go if i am confirmed?
then it will be suzhou for one month or beijing for two months?
still in the process of contemplating..
its monday and i am happy
reason being i can finally download my ep5 for 恶作剧2吻
its week 14 this week
just 2 weeks more to final presentation for project
still lots of work to do!!
due date for accounts report is coming too
and we have yet to start!
how great!
exam timetable is out too
first paper 18th feb and last on 25th feb
its once again in the midst of CNY!
sem is ending in 3 weeks time
should i look forward to it?
its like too many things to complete in too little time!
having someone to love is a blessing
even if the special someone doesnt love you
iqnayanqi left @ 10:00 PM
Sunday, January 13, 2008
busy and tiring weekend
at sis's place now
it feels so uneasy without my lappie since yesterday!
am using a DESKTOP now!!
ytd was a day out with different group of people
first was lunch with MR ZAC at plaza
he will be enlisting tmr! so fast lar!
so gonna miss him! =(
he got me a nice nice bracelet!
after that was travelling down to woodlands to meet yanwan edwin and vik
headed to amber ah ma's place for BABY SHOWER!
first time attending a baby shower at a void deck
it was cool!
many people that we didnt know
gv crew went were jieping lili wayne yongxin wenan yali xiaoling and the four of us =)
now some pictures will do the talking
baby averlyn pang
the pretty cupcakes
the gv vivo-ers
ah ma with her princess
dajie , the mother-to-be!left at around 6pm
trained down with daddy yongxin edwin and vik
dajie left for home
edwin and vik headed to plaza to meet simon and shenglong
while daddy yongxin and me headed to clarke quay to meet the sisters!
met bernice and ebi and headed to a new place - PIT STOP CAFE @ boat quay!
it bears the same concept as minds cafe and settlers cafe =)
the iced water that was served to us!
our drinks!
our first game, got us very 'high' with it
second game, the hand twister! TOUGH TOUGH!
mummy came later!
the group picture before we leftleft the place at 9 plus and headed to chinatown's FOOD STREET
dinnered and chit-chatted
headed for home at 11plus
got home and mummy said we got to go to mandai the next morning at 7am
i almost fainted!
it was already 12plus in the morning when she told me
so i decided to stay up till the next morning just in case i oversleep!
headed for a walk and clumpsy me, i fell down! bad one!
stayed out till ard 6am and headed home for shower
then off to mandai columborium to pay respect to ancestors
after that sis suggested ZOO outing!
it was soo last min!
super shagged but i went along
mum dad second sis headed home
zoo outing was pretty fun!
too many pictures to upload, will do it when i am not so lazy!
after that, headed to sentosa's one degree 15 to meet second sis and bro-in-law
lunched at IMPERIEL TREASURE
i love the one degree 15! its sooo classy!
a resort like place with beautiful sea sight and yatch!
but facilities are only open to members
only the resturants are open to public
so gonna bribe sis for her membership one day! i wanna go there for a stay!
after lunch headed to town
got some stuff at JOHN LITTLE
bought two new bedsheets!
together with sisters, we spent close to 200 bucks!
and finally home sweet home!
now at sis place
mummy and sisters here too
gonna have dinner tgt!
thank god its gonna be ordering pizza
so we dont have to head out!
i am almost draining
more than 12 hours that i didnt sleep
yawns!
you have chosen not to love me
but you have got no rights to stop my love for you
iqnayanqi left @ 5:00 PM
Thursday, January 10, 2008
another day of MC
this is driving me nuts
the pain from the gastric and the discomfort!
i hate it!
was stuck at home the entire day
i am so bored!
supposed to be gg to uncle simon's chalet tonight w my fellow gc family members
but sigh, got to give it a miss =(
reminiscing the past isnt a very good thing to do
tears came and it cant stop
very much when i wanted to
i am still who i am
i am still the one who love you deeply from the begining
iqnayanqi left @ 9:11 PM
Wednesday, January 09, 2008
a day at home
am on MC today and the weather is making me sleepy
its raining!
didnt have a good sleep last night due to gastric pain
and this its got worst this morning, vomitted a few times as well
mummy brought me to the doctor
waited for about 2hrs as she was out for some outpatient visits
as usual, she gave me a jab and those disgusting medicine!
jab medicine plus consultation cost mummy almost 80 bucks
opps!
am trying to do to the database for project but it just doesnt work
its irritating me now!
oh yes
i am getting bored with my 27 psp games!
I SERIOUSLY NEED MORE NEW GAMES!!
so my dear fellow friends who are psp holders, pls kindly share your games with me =)
and also..
chinatown pal, i am waiting for your 3 cds of games!!!
loving you more than i can ever describe
iqnayanqi left @ 2:19 PM
Tuesday, January 08, 2008
another day of school and project
lesson started at 11am today
went class w esther kelvin yiming and eric
and first thing first was biscuit gave us a surprise
she cut her hair!
a fresh new hairstyle, from long to now shorter than shoulder length
and my poor biscuit is still unwell
still having discomfort from food poisoning
take care my dear girl =)
OS lecture was a torture as usual
details shall not be mentioned
was talking to michie during lecture
and we actually talked about what we are gonna do after we grad from NYP
and of course her answer was to go overseas as her daddy wants her to
and for me, i would like to go NIE
was telling her that i wanted to go in after Os but i missed the admission date
then there she was saying if i were to go NIE at that time, i wouldnt have entered NYP
and of course wouldnt have know her
i knew that was coming from her but well, its pretty true!
she indeed play an important part of my poly life =)
and we were all so bored that esther kel and huihui actually went to calculate the cost spent by the class for all the class activities we had ever since year 1
it amounted to about 8000 bucks for a class of 21 people =)
we were kind of shocked when we saw the figure
didnt know we spent so much on the various birthday celebrations, chalets, bbqs
and this amount has yet to include those individual dinner outings, movie outings..
so average out, each person is about 400 bucks!!!
aunty choolan messaged me during lect today
asking me if i am free to go out today but i am not =(
come to think of it, its been three weeks since i last stepped into GV to work
somehow misses some people there like MG aunty daddy and mummy
ebi also messaged saying GC family having dinner at cine this evening
but once again i cant make it! ARGH!
its so disappointing lar!
after school
headed to jianda's place for project
as usual my group plus hang's group
left his place at about 7pm
then headed for dinner, like a family kind of dinner as usual
ordered many dishes to go with white rice! haha
then bus-ed w michie and hang
went to j8's best denki to get my optical mouse
the wireless one i got from school's christmas bazaar died on me
its so lousy!
i hope this logitech one will be better =)
trained home
it will be another day of school and project tmr again
cant wait for sem to end when all fun starts =)
am waiting silently
iqnayanqi left @ 9:48 PM
Monday, January 07, 2008
finally back home
night class today
ended at 8.30pm
tired!
slept at 4am this morning
sleepless night again and this explains my new blog skin
changed the blog skin and edited the codes
instead of using the original pic i changed to my own slideshow!
pictures of the people that piece up my life!
i simply love them! =)
made changes to the alignment, position, the size, the height and the width
i was like bored when i cant get to sleep!
oh yes, i added the nuffnang thing too =)
today was kind of free and easy
no proper lessons except OS
all own time own target =)
project was main priority
michie and samantha were unwell
leaving jianda kenny and me for project
nothing much being done thou
4 weeks more to the end of semester
which means exams and project presentation
STRESS STRESS STRESS!
the next two weeks will be pilled with tests
6 upcoming tests in 2 weeks with undone project codings!
and i have yet to start my revision for exams!
KILL ME PLEASE!!!
side track a little from school work
here's a joke by eric
he was telling us that there was once when he was at work and a aunty came into his shop
(he is working at NUM, new urban male)
the aunty went to him and asked "why all your MUM bags so expensive?"
eric controlled his laughter and 'played' along too
he replied the aunty with "yes, our MUM bags are always these expensive, but they are really sellable, especially during MOTHER'S DAY!"
after hearing this, the aunty was kind of stunned and left!
oh yes
its monday today!
i cant wait to download my 恶作剧2吻 episode 4!!
this is something i look forward to every monday when a new episode comes out! =)
thats all for today!
work is your top priority
but you are mine top priority
iqnayanqi left @ 10:01 PM
Saturday, January 05, 2008
was supposed to recharge myself for today's activities
but attempt failed
couldnt sleep at all in the middle of the night and hence out for a walk at ard 2am
got home at ard 5am and when i was ready to get to sleep
received a message from esther
a shocking one i must say
pretty surprised to see it too
stayed up to reply her messages
trying to make her feel better but i guess i failed
and got to sleep only at 7plus
woke up at 8plus again when she messaged
but opps
this time round, i really couldnt take it
went back to sleep after replying the first message
sorry girl!
to esther:
girl, i know its really hard on you now
and i can fully understand what you are going thru
read ur blog, and felt heavy hearted after that
i have no idea why, but i really hope there is smth i can do for you to make you feel better
whatever it is, you can count on me for a listening ear
take care in all upcoming camps and let time heal everything
hugs!
went fishing at ECP today
or rather bedok jetty
many memories came
and half the time i was staring in the direction towards changi
it simply cant be help
dinner at LPS
pretty decent one
and it was to plaza for a walk
am tired so headed home earlier
relationship is something subtle
its unpredictable
i simply dont understand how can one change their heart that easily?
if they really do, do they even took the relationship seriously?
they are simply just hurting those who love them badly
am missing your presence while you left me hanging
iqnayanqi left @ 9:54 PM
Friday, January 04, 2008
long day today
nothing but just tired and drained
slept only at 4am this morning due to bad gastrics
and woke up at 7plus when mich messaged
got ready and headed over to gallery hotel to fetch her and off to school tgt
all i knew was i am tired
reached school at ard 9plus
started project-ing
last check thru and then off for presentation at 11am
it went well =)
after that
we were all into watching 恶作剧2吻
its a nice nice drama!
my current craze now!
headed for lunch at 1pm
then off to accounts tutorial
it was alrite
got our groups for project
and yes, am selected being the leader for my group
hope everything will go well
lesson ended at 4pm
and its off to town to meet sis
reached at ard 4.30pm
met her at taka
and we started shopping and gossiping about various people
its been so long since we last do that
shopped around taka and got myself a new laptop bag which cost me almost 30 bucks
then headed to G2000 but nothing caught our attention
walked over to wisma
and stopped at ESPRITE
our all time favourite shop
sis bought two tops for grandma's maid
didnt see anything that we wanted so we headed to the next shop
went into TOP SHOP and its like packed with people
spent quite some time there
and finally got a top in there and sis bought accessories
top cost me 40 bucks!
after that we left wisma and headed over to shaw house
went to TOMMY HILFIGER and LEVIS but nothing much
and it was time for dinner
dinner-ed at crystal jade =)
after which, shopping continued
headed over to other boutiques like POLO and CK
but it seemed limited too
and finally last stop was MANGO
sis bought two skirts and i got a top from there too
when we were done its already 9plus
so it was time to head home =)
amber ah ma messaged and invited us over to baby averlyn's full month next sat
its sooo fast lar
it feels like yesterday when we went to the hospital to visit her and the cute little princess
will never forget how much effort we spent thinking of what to get! haha
cant wait to see the baby again =)
finally a day off tmr from projects
but its gonna be a busy day too
its FISHING day!
bro messaged and say he wanna go fishing tmr
most prob will be at bedok jetty =)
but i guess i will need to recharge myself first
the next big thing will be chinatown pal's bdae
buddy and i will be in charge of getting everything done
within these two weeks
its not a lot of time thou but we will make it!
am trying hard to engage myself in the different activities
this is probably the most effective way to keep myself busy and not let my mind wonder
but its so gonna be tiring!
thats all for now i guess
you are my all in all
iqnayanqi left @ 10:12 PM
Thursday, January 03, 2008
I AM BACK!
it feels so long since i last blogged
a brand new year but not a very good start
details shall not be mentioned
in school right now
project-ing!
tired tired!
my dearest chinatown pal KAREN TING just sent me a message
she is soo cute!
and yes, cant wait for her birthday party
a time to gather again! =)
now..
some pics of christmas at daddy wayne's place
these are the people who never fails to bring joy to me =)
i love them!!
the sweetest memories of a family ever =)
its just so amazing how colleagues can become one big family!
michie is looking for some friendship quotes for project now
some are real sweet and she is going 'gaga' over them!
she is reading every single one out!!!
sounds like she is chanting?! opps
and laughing to herself, hitting me, she is scary!
go check it out www.friendship.com.au/quotes/quofri.html
have been talking to faiz recently
many things shared
really glad to have her by my side during this time
and something she mentioned triggered me
'a friend is someone who accepts whoever you are, but to what extend can they accept you?'
i really wonder too...
sidetrack a little..
michie and i cant stop laughing now
the rest think we are MAD!
all thanks to a quote WILLIAM SHAKESPEAR wrote
"Those friends thou hast, and their adoption tried,
Grapple them to thy soul with hoops of steel;
But do not dull thy palm with entertainment
Of each new-hatch'd, unfledg'd comrade."
this quote simply doesnt sound right lar!
we are all going crazy after the whole time facing the laptop, doing project!
okie
back to work
leader wants to CHECK our work!
haha!
"YANQI, its time to move on!"
this is something i need to remind myself each time i think of you.
but how can i just move on and forget about you
where all memories are etched deeply in my heart?
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