Saturday, January 05, 2008
was supposed to recharge myself for today's activities
but attempt failed
couldnt sleep at all in the middle of the night and hence out for a walk at ard 2am
got home at ard 5am and when i was ready to get to sleep
received a message from esther
a shocking one i must say
pretty surprised to see it too
stayed up to reply her messages
trying to make her feel better but i guess i failed
and got to sleep only at 7plus
woke up at 8plus again when she messaged
but opps
this time round, i really couldnt take it
went back to sleep after replying the first message
sorry girl!
to esther:girl, i know its really hard on you nowand i can fully understand what you are going thruread ur blog, and felt heavy hearted after thati have no idea why, but i really hope there is smth i can do for you to make you feel betterwhatever it is, you can count on me for a listening eartake care in all upcoming camps and let time heal everythinghugs!went fishing at ECP todayor rather bedok jettymany memories cameand half the time i was staring in the direction towards changiit simply cant be helpdinner at LPS pretty decent oneand it was to plaza for a walkam tired so headed home earlierrelationship is something subtleits unpredictablei simply dont understand how can one change their heart that easily?if they really do, do they even took the relationship seriously?they are simply just hurting those who love them badlyam missing your presence while you left me hanging
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