Friday, January 09, 2009
wasnt in my best condition today
there goes the same for my mood
gastric was gone but cramps came
really glad that open house took place these three days
so i can just be home and nowhere else
met up with elder sis in the evening
i was super late but she didnt mind
had a good chat with her regarding many issues
i would call this a heart-to-heart talk
and i treasured that 2hours with her..
went to grandma's place for dinner as planned
its always so heart-warming to see the dishes on the table upon arrival
grandma always made it a point to prepare the dishes i liked each time im over for dinner
the bond between me and her is irreplaceable no matter how things changes
and seeing the smile on her face when she saw me made me felt so much better
so much better after what has happened
back home now
i feel like im drained
but there are alot of things i need to do
be it school or personal..
i need to move on and press on
and i need to be independent
though i have love ones beside me.. but i cant depend on them
this is what hit me today....
so..
YANQI STOP BEING A LOSER!thats all i have
bye
no words could describe how much you mean to meand how much i need you by my side...
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