Sunday, April 26, 2009
i know i shouldnt be feeling how i am right now
but its just too sudden for me
i fully understood that its something we had to go through
and something that is not avoidable
but why so soon?
i guess this is one thing thats not within our control
darling received his enlistement letter last night
and sadly, his enlistment date is on the
15th junenever will i ever think that enlistment date for him will be june
cos its already end april..
but the letter came last night and the fact is the fact
im feeling upset not because i cant accept the fact that he is enlisting
just that its kind of too sudden
and that date will also mean, he wont be around with me to share few important occassions
i dont wish to even go think about it now
cause it will just make me feel worst
i know he is feeling bad about it as well
cause we wont be able to plan our trip already and many other things!
i seriously need to get over it and support him instead of rubbing it in further!
im sorry for how i am feeling right now..
i need time to digest the fact
OMG!
but seriously, its less than 2 months away to 15th june!
sigh!
okay
thats all i have
i miss you
iqnayanqi left @ 12:28 AM
