Friday, June 11, 2010
I SWEAR I HAVE NEVER FELT THIS SCARED BEFORE
I SWEAR I HAVE NEVER STAYED AT HOME THIS LONG
I SWEAR I HAVE NEVER FELT SO UPSET OVER A PIMPLE BEFORE
till....
a few days back..
yes. remember from my previous entry
i said one big reason why i'm home this entire week
was because of a pimple on my face, to be exact on my forehead.
and it was the worst nightmare ever!
i had this pimple on my face
and yes, blame it on my impatience and itchy fingers
i went to squeeze it, force it out or whatever you call it
and it turned out to be my biggest fear..
i dont know why..
it was fine when i squeezed the small little pimple out
perhaps it was because of my LONG sharp nails..
i somewhat 'cut' myself while using force to squeeze that pimple out
and that small little pimple turned out into a BIG UGLY WOUND
and it got worst as it goes
and i was damn worried and damn scared
i really meant DAMN...
so worried that it might be a scar :(
for the past three days, i was worried that i will be disfigured.
just imagine, when i'm already ugly enough.. what's gonna happen if im really disfigured?!
GOSHHHH!
yes, see that big patch on my forehead!
oh god, this is worst than anything else please
for 22 years of my life, i never had a wound, pimple or whatever ugly thats that big on my face before...!
i totally shun myself out this whole week..
i didnt even head out to buy food to eat! =X
and yes, i was left with no choice, headed out yesterday
to nowhere but sis's beauty shop!
wanted her help, and perhaps get a good free facial as well
i think it was my 2nd time i went there for a facial ever since she started this line
okay..
so i went there..
though it was only a 10mins walk from my house.
i felt that it was super long.. and i was feeling super paranoid!
reached sis's shop and of course.. she was as kan-chiong as i was..
and she suggested i head over to BC NG, which was just opposite her shop
BC NG is a very famous skin care clinic or something
so she got her staff to call BC NG for me, but the counter assistant said that...
the doctor do not have anymore slots yesterday and not even today.. :((
no choice, so sis did facial for me first
then she decided to call the doctor herself on his mobile..
apparently the doctor she wanted me to see is the best one in the clinic
sis managed to call the doc and he said NO PROB, JUST COME OVER!
despite having no slots.. he asked me to just pop by
so sis brought me over.. and yup saw him :)
he said its some infection! =X
and yupp, gave me some gel that cost 50bucks for a small bottle
but consultation was free! HAHAH!
sis paid for me!
and i tell you, the gel is super effective.
i only applied once yesterday and once this morning..
the entire wound dried up and it became smaller..
or rather, its half or smaller than what it was yesterday!
i was damn happy!!
really..
thank god for having a sister who is a beautician
and thank god for a sister who have got such good connections
and the facial sis did was for me was awesome..!
and.. in conclusion
i learnt my lesson totally! haha!
mum was like 'you better just it leave alone next time round'
yes mum, i definately will!
oh gosh..
i'm missing mr.D so much! :(
this 2 weeks of confinement seemed longer than the one he had during BMT
and it felt worst than him being in Taiwan...
told him, and he said perhaps cos i'm not working..
which i think thats the whole cause of it..
he said he is missing me alot as well..
well, part and parcel that we have to go through
BEAR WITH IT, just 8 days to your book out! :))
loves!
random conversation with my third sis over SMS yesterday..
S: hey. booking confirmed this sat for father's day dinner.
Y: that's fast! btw, mr.D wont be gg. he cant book out :(
S: huh. why cant book out for 2 weekends?
Y: cos of the new recruits intake, so had to stay with them for 2weeks.
S: so sad. but can come back after that? but at least i know lucky not on the week of 20jun! :)
Y: haha. yes yes! he will book out by then, on the 18th!
S: whole week ar?
Y: no la. weekend only.
S: better than nothing :)
random-ness.
but it made me smiled
i didnt expect my sister to remember the anniversary date of mr.D and myself
especially when this month will be our 2nd year! :)
yup, i'm very very glad that he will be spending e 20th with me this month..
he told me that he is looking forward to it..
well, i'm looking forward to it as well! :))
cos sad to say..
we didnt get to spend our 1st year together, though we had an advanced celebration
but on actual day, he was at Tekong!
just got enlisted 5 days before our 1st year!
so we are both very glad that for our 2nd, we could spent it together :)
alright.
i'm gonna stop here!
iqnayanqi left @ 12:12 AM
