Thursday, July 29, 2010
july is coming to an end and august is coming
i am getting all excited for what's happening in august
YOG, NDP, my birthday, and not forgetting NIE
i am counting down to the number of days left to NIE
many things and concerns in mind
but i think its more or less settled and i should not go dwell so much in it
gonna just whatever it comes along my way..
gonna start my braces journey from next monday onwards
4.2k isnt a small sum to deal with
but well, i hope i can cope with it..
i dont know if its just me or what..
that i feel i've changed.. im no longer that persistant like i was before
is that a good or bad thing?
and i realized that i am less bothered with alot of things now
well, i guess thats probably because too many happened before that i chose to care less
but whatever it is..
i'm truly happy with all that i have now
family, work/studies, friends, boyf..
though there may be many loop holes if i were to really go and think deeply into it
hope the next 2 years of studies would be a good and fruitful one
and hopefully, things will get better as it goes by..
but im really thankful for those who have been very supportive of me all these while
sometimes i feel that my friends and boyf are being more supportative than my family
but nevertheless, no matter who cared or didnt...
im thankful for those who have been there for me... esp boyf and buddy
thank you loves!
alright.
the week is coming to an end..
but well, wont get to see mr.D till 9th aug!
recruitmemt for recruits agn.. so 2 weeks of confinement!
and i dont know if i should be happy or sad or feel proud or sway for him...
i was initially happy that he was posted to 42 SAR, means no need to go for Wallaby exercise this year.. but well his unit requires him to go INDIA next year but dates are not confirmed..
so i was hoping its after his ORD...
BUT now..
he told me that the INDIA exercise is cmf and most prob is in early months of next year!
great, thats bad news number 1
and here comes bad news number 2... because of shortage of man to go on the Wallaby exercise, he was chosen to go together with the Regulars in his unit!
and that make it that HE HAS TO GO FOR 2 MORE OVERSEAS EXERCISES...
i was upset when i knew, but well on the other hand.. i feel proud of him..
that at least he is being given this chance for exposure and he is kind of valued and appreciated by his upper level..
just hope that these two trips will be over in no time :)
but im thankful for him for always making the effort to spend time with me no matter how busy he gets..
and he is very understanding towards many many issues..
alright!
time to go!
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